I'm not a real sub because I don't like chastity at all; or am I because if a mistress orders me to go, I go to chastity? To sub or not to sub, this is the problem. In my case chastity is used as self chastity because I have a chronic masturbation problem that I try to contain. So I decide how and when to enter chastity and when to get out. Of course I would like a mistress to decide, but who assures me that she would then let me free? In truth, for contingent reasons, I have already used the drill to break several padlocks. So if he closed me for life I could always break the lock. But if I decide not to use force against the lock but rhetoric towards the mistress; it is not said that I would be able to free myself. Submissive, sub, slave, loser, beta, sissy. So many names and I don't like even one. What is the name of someone who would like not to want? I can't even call myself undecided because I know that's what I am. It is not my fault that what I am has no name. Perhaps I could call myself an "obedient", but with nothing to obey. What is chastity used for? Just to punish? Have a nice weekend! Saluti, Luca.