A new year, a new lockup!

Thanks guys. Appreciate the support.

My work schedule came out for the rest of the month and I’m off on Feb 24 & 25, so I’m gonna do my best to hold off on all orgasms until the 24th. That’ll give me 2 days to physically recover afterward. I’ll need them!

The last time I gave myself an uncaged orgasm after going longer than 3 weeks locked up, it made me exhausted and totally burned out for the entire day. I can’t imagine what it’ll be like after 5 full weeks.

I’m nervous, anxious & excited all at the same time.

 

Day 25 - New personal record for me!

I'm well on the way to reaching a whole month in chastity without release or ejaculation of any kind. Hitting that milestone will be a major accomplishment for me, but it's taking alot of effort and determination. A few days back I had an overwhelming feeling of desperation. A few times every day last week, I got literally within seconds of popping involuntarily. It was frightening.

My balls are so full, I feel like I have a pair of water balloons between my thighs! When I sit down, I can feel them resting on the chair. I can also feel them brushing up against my legs when I walk. At home it feels wonderful, but it's a bit distracting at work. I'm a tad concerned, because I noticed they were twitching when I got close to involuntarily shooting my load a few days ago. I think my body wants to unload them, but I really want to hold off on my release and last another 10 days, my first of back-to-back days off.

5 full weeks will be double my average session and I'm looking to get progressively longer as the year goes by, trusting my body cooperates with my will. Not gonna lie, there were times recently when I thought I was gonna lose my mind, but I regain control simply by remembering that this is what I wanted and so this is what's to be expected.

The next 10 days are going to be very interesting. I'm waking up every morning wanting to jerk off and even now I'm wondering if my body is starting accept the fact that I'm no longer getting daily orgasms or if it's holding off for something worse than a spontaneous orgasm... Perhaps a wet dream? God, I sincerely hope not!

 

Day 30 - This is starting to get burdensome!

On day 25, I started feeling ill after denying myself orgasm during the normal daily teasing routine and I thought my body was trying to fight me for release... Turned out I had the flu. That actually gave me a few days reprieve from the horniness and desperation to cum, but now that I'm feeling better, the feelings have returned with a vengeance! I woke up in the middle of the night this morning, wanting out of my cage & my balls really aching. They still do! I wanna jerk of and get relief so badly right now!

I was gonna give myself release on Sat Feb 24, but a change in work schedule has forced me to add another week to my time in the cage. I'm getting very sensitive and it's getting more difficult for me to distract myself from how badly I need to cum. Late last year, I had my first taste of chastity desperation after going 3 full weeks, but I'm going twice that long this session. I would totally lose it if I didn't constantly remind myself that this is something I fantasized and wanted to do for some time now.

Tomorrow will be my first time ever I went an entire month without orgasm of any kind. A major milestone... But I feel like I'm paying a price for it. My balls feel so heavy right now...

 

Day 35 - I'M LOSING MY MIND!!!

I think the above says it all... I've been waking up every morning this past week horny AF and really wanting out of my cage. Until recently, I would get a spontaneous orgasm after just 2 or 3 weeks, but that still hasn't happened. I think my body might've given up on spontaneous orgasms and is now making me more and more desperate every day. I was told that after 3 or so weeks, things would level out and calm down, but that hasn't happened either. Instead, the peaks and troughs are getting more intense and it's literally driving me crazy!

The other night, I had a really naughty dream and it made me wake up with a boner that wouldn't go away for about 3 hours. I was so horny that I damn near cried irl. I went to work yesterday with very achy balls and I was very jittery from it. My co-workers asked me if I was alright. I used the "too much coffee this morning" excuse and that seemed to work (usually does), but it was obvious they could tell something was going on with me.

I'm off work today and tomorrow, but there isn't much to do to keep myself distracted from how badly I need to cum... The weather has been a little brighter this past week, but it's too cold to do anything outside and no additional chores or anything need done. All I really can do is play some video games and hope I don't encounter a sexy character along the way. I'm going crazy enough as is.

Just one more week to go... Just 1 more week... I can do this... I can, I must!

 

I was about to order a teddy bear online because I wanted to hug something irl, but then I slapped myself in the face really hard (I actually did) and told myself "Snap out of it, man!"

 

Day 40 - A weird turn of events happened this week

On day 35, I wanted out of my cage so badly that I was literally in tears, crying irl. A couple hours of physical activity helped me calm down and pull myself together. After that I was constantly on the edge of orgasm for days both at home and at work and I was just waiting for a spontaneous orgasm to hit me like a truck.

The other day, I tried to attach a new chastity strap to my cage and it was recommended that I take the cage shaft off first, but I was so horny that I tried to avoid taking it off because I didn't wanna risk accidentally blowing my load. It was impossible to attach the strap without taking the shaft off, so I did so and relocked myself as fast as I could, but in the process I ended up having to force down a serious erection and that pushed me over the edge and I shot my load all over the floor and had to clean up a mess on the carpet. Bummer!

That accidental orgasm the other day didn't give me a real release, as I'm sure not everything came out so it was on the level of a ruined orgasm. But it did take me off the edge... For now. Since it was an accident, I'm not counting it as a release, so my session continues. I've decided to keep going until at least day 60. I'm horny AF this morning and I really wanna jerk off, but I'm smiling and not crying this morning. Today is gonna be a good day.

 

This journal is now closed… Here’s the latest post of my current session:
My March (and hopefully April) Journal