A new year, a new lockup!

So, last night I got a bit carried away with the new year’s eve fun and I ended up cumming in my cage. Oops!

So, after locking myself up this morning, I rolled 6 dice and got a new date to roll for a chance at getting release.


Using 2 dice, If I roll doubles on Jan 22, then I get release. Otherwise I’ll double the number rolled and wait that many days before trying again. Yes, it’s my Doubles Or Quits dice game!

2 & 3 will not count and will call for an immediate re-roll.

It seems my average session is in the 2 to 3 weeks range. Here’s hoping I can last longer this time.

 

Thanks!

 

Day 7: Getting Horny and Full again

My app-controlled key locker arrived in the mail yesterday and it's too small to hold the key to my integrated locked cage, but I can put a padlock key in it just fine, so I gotta wait for my acrylic lockbox with padlock to arrive (hopefully soon) before I'm at the mercy of a timer.

Been going to work with my cage on for the past several days and it's going better than I thought it would, so I'm confident that I can keep doing it hence forth. Haven't used the key to my cage at all in all that time and slept well, except for last night... I had an overnight urge that made me too horny to sleep. My balls ached this morning so I checked on them and they're getting big again. And I'm starting to leak regularly again.

I really hope my acrylic lockbox arrives soon, so I can put both my keys in it and put the padlock key to the box in my app-controlled locker, so I have no choice but to wait for the timer to run out. Otherwise, I might be tempted to unlock myself when I get hit with sudden urges during a long term lockup.

I also need to find a point of moderation in watching porn while locked up... Last year, I burst in my cage 3 times in a span of under 2 months just from watching porn, so I gotta tone it down some... But how much? Looking for that sweet spot may be difficult but I trust it'll be worth it in the end.

It's my day off today, so time to grab the morning coffee and onto something productive.

 

Day 11: Half way there...

Been 11 days since my last orgasm in the cage and I'm getting increasingly horny! An urge woke me up last night at 2AM and made me very horny. I was worried I might be up all night, but the urge subsided after about an hour and I managed to drift off back to sleep. I got up at my usual time and was very horny again, so I spent my first 2 hours this morning watching porn. I wanted to jerk off so badly that I was rubbing my cage through my pants. The urge hasn't completely subsided, as I still wanna jerk off even now, but I have to get on with my day.

My acrylic chastity key lockbox with padlock is arriving today, so that'll help me overcome the temptation to unlock myself and get an unscheduled orgasm. After I clean myself in the shower this evening, I'll set the timer for the same time next week for the next weekly cleaning. I've worn my steel cage for an entire week without using the key at all and it's working quite well, but I also want to keep hygiene in check so I figure a weekly cleaning on average should suffice. Just hope I don't get excited while in the shower.

I've also been wearing my cage both to work and all night during the entire week and everything is going alot smoother than I predicted it would. I guess it's a good thing that I've worn baggy jeans to work since I first started at the store, so I highly doubt anyone suspects anything "different" down there... Even so, if they for whatever reason ask me a personal question of what's going on down there, I'll reply with the most moral and straight-forward response I can think of: "Why are you looking down there in the first place!?" Also, while wearing the cage at work, I don't have to worry about getting a boner upon seeing a really hot female customer who's my type. Though a seldom issue, it would tempt me to go to the restroom and jerk off when it happened. Glad I don't have to worry about that anymore.

2-week mark coming soon (unlike me ) and my levels are increasing fast... This is gonna get interesting! In 11 days, I gotta roll the dice and see if I get release or wait another week or two... Or three. Knowing my luck, it'll be a longer wait, but part of me wants that to happen. I've been trying to beat my longest session of 23 days, but last month my body had different plans for me and I ended up involuntarily cumming in my cage twice... Here's hoping that doesn't happen this month.

 

Day 15:

Past the 2 week mark now. Yesterday was my day off and was uneventful for the most part, because I spent most of my day going through my entire wardrobe. I went down an entire size from being alot more active these last few months from not jerking off every day. But in the middle of going through things, I had to stop what I was doing because I started leaking right then. It’s a good thing I wasn’t at work. That would’ve been a problem.

I woke up this morning feeling horny again and I had an hour or so to spare before getting ready for work, so I put on some hot porn and added to my “frustrations”

Making things worse (or better - depending on your point of view), both keys to my cage are on the desk in front of me and they’re also locked up!


They’re right in front of me and I can’t get to them until after the timer on my Key Pod runs out… Such agony! I want them so bad right now!

Looks like I’m going to work with Blue Balls again this morning.

 

Are you going for "Double or Quits" on day 25 like I am?

 

Great! Just remember, rolling 2 or 3 does not count and will call for immediate reroll. Have fun!

 

Day 19 - Ran into a problem!

I was hoping to be able to keep the steel cage on for days, perhaps even a couple weeks without using the key, to practice for long term lockup sessions, but I ran into a serious problem.

When I wore the steel cage for 2 or 3 days without using the key at all, it went well (better than I expected), but on the 5th day, I developed a rash on the underside of my sack. So, I used my emergency backup key to the lockbox (regular lockbox key is on an active timer), where both of my chastity keys were kept inside. I unlocked myself and found a bacteria buildup, despite routine showerings.

So, I have to revert back to unlocking myself for the night and when I get ready for work, to allow myself to heal up and prevent this from happening again. It's disappointing that I can't live out a fantasy of being locked without a key for weeks because of a hygiene issue But, my whole purpose of going in Chastity in the first place wasn't to fulfill a kinky fantasy, but to simply stop myself wasting time from constantly jerking off every day. So, in the end I feel with enough will power and self-control, I can still achieve my goal of being more productive at my PC and still play my kinky Dice Games for fun & "excitement" (pun intended ).

Which brings me to the next thing... In 3 days, I will roll the dice to decide if I get release or wait even longer. More importantly, In 4 days from now, I will have tied my longest session to date. The last time I went 3 full weeks without orgasm, I damn near lost my mind for it. But now, I'm determined to beat that personal record and hopefully make it to a full month without release. It'll be a major milestone for me.

As for my hygiene condition, I will post an update in a few days on how well the recovery goes.

I guess I can truthfully say that I attempted long-term lockups without key usage and my body just won't allow it. Life goes on... In the end, I have a better understanding of myself and my limits.

 

----- End of Session -----

I didn't make it... I just had a spontaneous orgasm in my cage... Again!

Given the most recent event mentioned above, I think it's best I stay out of the cage for a few days and allow my skin to heal... Today was very disappointing, but it won't deter me any... On the contrary, I took notes of everything that happened this session to make things hopefully better for next time.

 

Day 1 of a new session - With some modifications.

Yesterday was a letdown for me but I feel it served as something of a “heads up” (no pun intended) on something. Yesterday I was so fucking horny that seeing a photo of a couple ladies in swimsuits made me swell in my cage and I decided to torture myself by watching porn in that state and that’s what made me burst in my cage.

I’m gonna have to tone down watching porn, especially during sudden urges like yesterday if I wanna last longer between orgasms and make it through a whole month.

Also, to address the hygiene concern, I won’t be wearing my cages overnight or at work any longer. That should prevent another rash from appearing.

This morning, I rolled a 27, so my goal is to last until Feb 16 before rolling for Doubles or Quits.

 

New Day 1 - Timer restarted!

I had to keep myself unlocked the whole day yesterday to address the skin condition mentioned above… BUT, my cock knew it was free and it really wanted to play so I had 3 urges throughout the day and I couldn’t help give it what it wanted… I jerked off and burst all 3 times, so I’m locked back up now (with exceptions of work and sleep) and I restarted my session this morning, so the new “Roll for Release” day will be Feb 19.


Yesterday was a fluke but it reminded me why I got into chastity in the first place… I cannot control my urges! And although I play my dice games with anticipation of frustration, I still want this experience to be more fun than burdensome, so it’s Okay to slip up once in a while, particularly when a health concern arises. Life goes on & I continue to look for ways to be a better man.

 

Yes, please read post number 12.

What I'm going to do is have my steel cage on while at home only take it off for work and sleep. I can pee with it on just fine, so there's no more constantly unlocking & relocking like there was when I first started. As I said, the whole purpose of me locking myself up is to suppress my urges and not necessarily live out a fantasy.

 

The problem wasn’t chaffing, it was a buildup of “nastiness” which lead to a minor skin infection after a few days that still happened even with regular showerings. I’m pretty sure I mentioned that in post 12.

But to answer your other point, No it’s not that inconvenient for me to unlock and relock just 2 or 3 times daily. I used to have to unlock every other hour just to pee, but my body has adapted and that’s no longer needed. So it’s tolerable now.

 

Day 7 - So fucking horny today!

I didn't sleep well last night because I woke up 3 times wanting to jerk off... Got out of bed at my usual time and wanted to jerk off so bad... I put my cage on immediately and decided I'm going to keep it on until tomorrow evening when I go in the shower. I wanna jerk off so bad right now it isn't funny! Normally, I'd rather be behind the sales counter getting my numbers in at work instead of being in the back doing another task, but today I'll make an exception because I'm so fucking horny right now there's no telling how I'd react to seeing a hot female customer who's my type.

My body wants me to call out work today and watch porn and get "relief" but I'm not gonna do that. I'm gonna ride this out (no pun intended), go to work and get on with my day.

 

----- A new approach -----

Lately, it's been rather disappointing (and a bit depressing) that spontaneous orgasms while in my cage keep happening every 2 or 3 weeks, so I'm gonna try something slightly different.

Instead of resetting the clock and rolling the dice again, only to fail because of a spontaneous orgasm, I'm just not gonna count it as a release because they give me no pleasure and have VERY undesirable effects (that's punishment enough for me). So, I'm gonna keep the clock going and give myself a full uncaged orgasm only if I roll doubles and not until then. But that doesn't mean I won't try to fight off uncaged orgasms. As I just described, I hate those so of course I'm gonna try to fight it off if I feel one coming.

This will make my lockup sessions longer and hopefully more fun & less disappointing, because I'm now accepting the fact that spontaneous orgasms happen, just as $hit happens.

 

Day 10 - Trying on a new cage

So yesterday my new steel cage just came in. I recently had a problem with my previous steel cage after wearing it without any unlocking for a few days. Hopefully this new one will be a little more forgiving to my skin on the underside of my balls. I wore it overnight and it went well, so I'm gonna wear it to work today and if that works out good, then I'll try to keep it on for a few days without any unlockings.

After 10 days without orgasm, I'm really feeling horny and pent up, but I really wanted to give my new toy a test run, so this morning I watched a POV Lesbian video where the girl holding the camera was sitting on another hottie who was eating her out... Oh my god, it made me wanna jerk off so bad that I damn near started crying... Literally! My cock's head even poked out through the gap of the cage from the excitement. I could've stimulated myself, but I didn't want another caged orgasm so it took all the willpower I could muster to keep my hands away from the cage and behind my head. I was squirming in my chair and involuntarily thrusting into the air.

I still wanna jerk off (my balls really ache right now), but like anyone else, I gotta get on with my day... Looks like I'm going to work with blue balls again this morning.

 

Day 15 - Half way there

I've had my new cage on for 5 days and haven't used the key yet. It's going so well that I decided to go for 2 weeks without unlocking myself for any reason. After that, I'll definitely unlock myself just long enough to clean myself while in the shower and then I'm going back in the cage.

I'm getting so fucking horny, it's not funny... Just the other day I had the most extreme urge of my chastity journey yet! It lasted for hours and I had to call out to the community here in CM for help in avoiding an unwanted orgasm. Their suggestions worked and for that, I owe them my thanks. The next day (yesterday) I woke up with a sore pelvis and part of me wanted to call off this session but I won't do that... I went to work as I always do and a couple hours later, I started leaking and that went on for the majority of the day. As the late evening approached, the leakage stopped and the soreness was gone. I slept like a baby last night. Today is my day off, so I'm gonna relax and recuperate.

Feb 12 will tie my longest lockup session, but if I can hold out until the 20th, then I will have gone an entire month without orgasm for the first time in my life. Here's hoping I can last that long.

 

Day 20 - I'm starting to feel desperate!

It's been nearly 3 weeks since my last orgasm (of any kind) and I'm getting really sensitive. Little things that I used to see as insignificant are starting to arouse me and get me all worked up and swelling in my cage. Seeing lovely ladies at the store I work at is having an increased effect on me and I often catch myself staring at them when I should be focusing on my job... Work is proving to be a sanctuary for my horniness since I can always find things to do to keep myself busy. Not so much at home because the weather outside has been awful lately so there hasn't been much opportunity to go out and do things. I'm starting not to like my days off!

These past few days, I've been waking up early or in the middle of the night, wanting out of my cage and seriously needing release. I locked both of my keys in the lockbox, which has its own key locked in my KeyFob & that has a timer set all the way to the end my session on Feb 22 (Over a month from my last orgasm). Yesterday morning, a Night Terror woke me up and had me looking for my keys in a panic (I even cried for a minute). Took me a few minutes to remember that they are safe in my lockbox on my desk before I could catch my breath and calm down. Talking about it is making me a tad emotional, but I can manage it.

I said I would roll the dice for a "chance" at release on Feb 22 (my first day off after a full month), but if things keep going this way, I may just unlock myself, get my release and then take a short break before relocking myself for another session. But, as they all say... "Time will tell." I haven't decided yet & anything could happen within 2 weeks from now.

This is really getting tough!