A question for the more experienced ones...

I know this is kinda noob-ish question, but I really wanna get to a point of where the longer I stay locked up the longer I wanna keep going. My last session was 6 weeks and it was a huge jump from the previous 2 & 3 week sessions I was doing before. I really loved how big and full my balls got and how horny I was after a whole month of no cumming, but it literally drove me insane. I was in tears for a couple days upon hitting week 5.

My question is how can I go for longer than a whole month without sleep being interrupted? I'm very physically sensitive and I'm a light sleeper so little things will keep me up at night even out of the cage and I believe that was the main factor to my failing at a long term attempt.

What are all your thoughts?

 

Well I would definitely say Stress is part of my daily life, since I live in a shared residence in a not-so nice part of town... As for other things, I'm not sure. As I said I'm a light sleeper and the other night I just kept waking up, literally every hour, even though I wasn't in my cage that night. I didn't have to pee or anything and nothing was on my mind other than I really wanted to crash out and just couldn't. It was totally frustrating.

 

So I did some thinking on a break at work and I’m sure it ain’t my cage because I been sleeping (at least trying to) without it on for the past 5 nights and I’m seeing a similar pattern to when I was sleeping with it on.

My guess is it’s stress, hyper-activity or a combination of both. Idk… I’m just really confused now.

But truth is, I have alot of difficulty sitting still unless I just got done with something physically grueling.

 

You’re not the first one to suggest that but it wouldn’t work out right now because I live in a shared residence. I’d have to move out and I don’t have the money or means to do it. Maybe in the future things will change, but it’s not doable right now.

I doubt it’s my cage because this is happening without my cage on at night.

 

I was leaning in that direction… But I didn’t even think about the constant horniness being a factor. That would explain why I was able to sleep for a few days after I got my release. Yesterday was day 5 of my new session and it’s always on Day 5 that I REALLY feel the levels start to take off.

It makes perfect sense now that you mentioned it… On day 4, I felt the horniness come back while I was at work and it was that night I couldn’t sleep and I was very easily aroused all day the next day.

 

I’m thinking the exact same thing myself… Followed that pattern for more than 3 decades and a few months ago I just suddenly turned it off by going into chastity.

 

During my last session I told another friend here in CM that I’ll go thru Hell to become a better man if that’s what it takes and I meant it.

 

I guess now that I know what’s going on with me, it’ll be easier for me to cope with the next time I get desperate in the cage… When, not if.

I’m Nervous AF right now, but I welcome a personal challenge.

 

Yeah, I see many sleepless nights and tearful days ahead of me. God, The things I will do to myself for a thrill… But it’s better than going back to constantly being drunk and stoned all the time.

 

Yes, that was my purpose for going into chastity in the first place.

I forgot to mention in my last post that I slept pretty decent last night without the cage on... It's a good thing I took it off upon going to bed last night, because I woke up this morning with a monster boner! If I had kept the cage on all night then it would've woke me up and kept me up all night. That didn't happen, so I got my rest and I'm doing alright this morning. Here's hoping for a good day at work.

 

I started my new session a week ago this day and I told myself not to cum until early May. Gonna be perhaps the most difficult thing I ever did in my entire life, but I feel unlocking myself when going to bed every night, since I don’t jerk off at night, I can get my rest and it’ll be more bearable and less torturous.

But I’m not putting myself in a “Do it or else!” situation… If I make it, then Bravo, I can do it again. If I don’t make it then I don’t make it and there’s always a next time.

 

Have either of you thought of maybe trying piv with a strapon faux cock right above your cage? The idea always fascinated me and I would try it if I had a keyholder.