A question for the more experienced ones...

So I did it again by unlocking myself at bed time and it allowed me to get a full night's rest again. I feel great!

On a side note, I'm swapping out my Keyholder's Prize cage and Chastity Strap combo, because it's unrounded ring is starting to get a little difficult to routinely slip in & out of, because my balls are getting bigger and heavier. I'm using my slightly shorter Cage of shame, which has a perfectly round circle ring. It's much easier to deal with.

 

I’ve been a dopamine junky my entire life… I became hyper-sexual upon hitting puberty and was jerking, getting laid and getting wasted/stoned all the time in my 20’s and 30’s. Jobs I had in those years were mainly backroom and after the covid lockdown ended, I got a better job where I work now, but it requires me to regularly interact with people (almost always on the sales floor & rarely in the back). I soon realized my constant partying was damaging my work performance and I decided to go clean before I get in trouble because I really needed the job. I’ve been sober ever since, but it REALLY made my jerking off rut even worse because it’s all I had until I went into Chastity mid last year.

A couple months back, I had to keep myself unlocked for 2 or 3 days because of a skin condition and I was right back into my old habit of constantly jerking off.

I don’t know if I’ll ever be rid my jerking dopamine addiction but I’ll do everything I can to stop it from interfering with what I want to do/accomplish.

 

I don’t even remember what age I was when I started… I’m sure it was in the 9 to 11 range, and I didn’t stop once I started. It just got worse and worse over the years.

 

Well, I have an update for you all who helped me identify what was keeping me up at night. I've kept myself locked up 24/7 for 3 weeks (save for weekly hygiene upkeep) and I've been sleeping just fine with the cage on all that time, Finally. It's a real relief Without release. Pun intended.

But... I think desperation may be slowly creeping in, because I'm starting to lose focus to constant horniness. I can't get sex off my mind. I like it, but it may be a little more trouble than it's worth... My original plan was to ride out a 2-month lockup session and I fully intend to do that. I'd like to go for a 3rd month straight, but it might be too big a leap for me... We'll see in due time.

 

That's what I'm thinking too.

 

Well, fuck! I forgot I recently added an additional month to my Key Pod, so it looks like a 3 month session it shall be. I don’t remember what coaxed me into doing that, but I’m actually more intrigued than nervous tbh… God, my balls are gonna get so full! I really need to be careful what I wish for…

Screenshot taken this morning:


Don’t worry, my “Hygiene Only” key also serves as my emergency backup key in case a problem befalls me.

 

So, I went through some posts from these past couple weeks and I think I found what made me add another month... Encouraging Chastity Captions!

Well, I'm already half way there... Just gotta keep going and stay positive.