I'm expecting to be allowed to finish my current orgasm denial period some time soon, and it'll probably be around 50 to 60 days since my last orgasm (which is twice as long as I've gone without before). Whilst I'm excited about sharing this experience with my KH, I'm also a bit nervous about how I might feel afterwards. What's people's experience of the period after the first orgasm for a while? Amy tips on what I could expect? Many thanks.
Highlights include; You'll miss the horny feelings You'll wish you had continued the denial You'll want to go longer next time You might feel down about having an orgasm You'll realise that those few seconds of euphoria were not worth it But, like the matrix, it can only be understood empirically.
It really depends on your body chemistry at the moment, the intensity of the situation when you go, and psychological relationship between you and your key holder. I have lost all desire after an orgasm, but recently, I have also remained intensely “horny” after an orgasm, wanting more. Body chemistry is science but the mind….
If she's anything like my kh she'll kick you in the balls a few times, say "there was your chance" and lock you up for another couple of months.
I know JaySaysYes is always right, according to his personal caption, lol. In this instance, he is.... Right !!! Congrats for your perfect record. For me, his post is why I don't orgasm anymore, and am locked full time by my key holder. That post describes exactly how I feel mentally and physically. The mental and the physical are actually intertwined. The cycle of emotion and chemical change adversely affect me. It can take a long time, weeks or more, to get myself out of the funk that I dropped into. In my case, I experience everything Jay said, and more. It's awful. Since my situation is that I am not able to be intimate with my wife, the only orgasms I have are alone, and because, at the time, I was self locked, I caved. I then found a keyholder so I wouldn't be self locked, and it's better. Much better. In addition to all that he mentioned, there are migraines and just an extended psychological self inflicted mental beat down. So life has improved since I am orgasm free. Everyone is different, but there seems to be a common thread with chastity that is reflected in Jays thoughts.
I didn't get migraines as such, but I did forget that I would sometimes experience the most awful and debilitating headache that might last 5 minutes or might last 5 hours, right after orgasm, such that having an orgasm was always tinged with the fear of it.