experiment - virtual penectomy :)

For several weeks we have been conducting experiments aimed at minimizing the sensitivity/feeling in my penis. My wife would like to make it so effective that even a cage would be redundant - it is known that in most cages she can achieve orgasm, I think I only have one which is impossible.. in any case, every day I use tying for 15-30 minutes depending on the materials used (and I repeat at least 2-3 times).. we also puncture the dorsal nerves of the penis in order to damage them (at the moment without any additional measures ).. I don't know what the effect will be yet but we want to "check" every few weeks.. all I can say is that I really feel numb and yesterday when we tried to get close to my orgasm as an experiment - using vibration, electro stimulation and after just manually.. after almost 30 minutes we stopped with no effect, except that I had an average erection and some trace of pleasure. Maybe I'll be able to fix it over the holidays. I also noticed that I have a sort of disappearance of the morning erection, in fact it is so weak that I have to touch it to find out that it is..

 

I understand, a matter of taste.. from the beginning everything was aimed at gaining control over my sexuality.. I want to give pleasure without having it myself (physically) ... my wife also wants it - but we want to get it in the least harmful way.

 

I meant minimizing things like blood clots or infections.. but that's a lot to write, the important thing is that what I can minimize it - but in the end it's about doing a bit of damage

 

Circumcision has changed a lot for me (at the end of last year) - I've never been super sensitive but after circumcision I have maybe 50% of the feeling as before .. only the erection is stronger but it also changes since I started playing with banding .. I think I'll be focusing more on the needles though. I tried to damage one dorsal nerve, but without any fluids like alcohol, I spoke to one doctor friend and he told me it could be done with a thick needle.

 

what a profound advice.. i have to remember..

 

My wife and I live in a cuckold/femdom relationship where my "sexuality" is mainly about satisfying my wife but rarely other than orally or by hand.. and even when she wanted to use my penis (recently it was after she was circumcised out of curiosity) either I was using lidocaine or wearing a double condom to minimize my pleasure and concentrate on it.. also this experiment does not deviate from the assumptions of our relationship.

 

The subject of lidocaine is no stranger to me.. and my wife will cope with it she likes control and the fact that she denies me orgasms and sex and she doesn't have to herself and it's not a new situation with us, after all, we've been living in this and not another for years relationship..

 

I still feel arousal and have erections.. Her control consists in the fact that I have more and more limited sexual contact.. usually it is better in the winter because then my wife sees her lovers less often (she goes into "hibernation") and I have a chance satisfying her personally (or at least it used to happen) of course I can't finish it myself (that's why we used lidocaine in such cases just in case). several times a week) and I just get real pleasure from the fact that she refuses me practically everything she can (kisses, touching intimate places and watching them..) of course, she makes exceptions when she wants to humiliate/irritate me more, i.e. after returning from her lover I can taste her juices for a while, etc.

 

I'm pretty skeptical about hypnosis. On the other hand, virtual penectomy is rather a temporary damage to the dorsal nerve, and there are several of them and that's what I'm aiming for.

 

yes, I read it and I have doubts too.. more than that from what I was able to read outside this forum, it is rather safer to use needles than to deprive the blood supply to the penis.. first of all, it will not cause blood clots or necrosis.. I read about people who with the help of needles partially or completely deprived of sensation but retained an erection, while orgasm in their case was either very difficult or possible only by simulating the prostate .. moreover, I also talked to a doctor who told me about cases when other doctors used anesthesia incompetently before circumcised and damaged the nerve with a needle.

 

Today we did the "test" a bit earlier than planned.. and it seems to "work".. it's hard to say whether it's the result of recent treatments or long-term sexual abstinence, anyway, for 30 minutes of masturbation I wasn't able to bring myself to orgasm or even close to it. strange feeling, erection quite good, I felt the touch of my hand but it was not accompanied by the pleasure of the approaching orgasm.. it doesn't mean anything, but it makes me think, I used needles and before that I analyzed the anatomy of the penis a bit..