Dollyanne's Chastity Journey!

Oops--dollyanne had to upgrade her last orgasm counter! Dolly tried on a new hose and garter set in honeymoon white and got sooo excited she started rubbing her nipples and had a squirtie in her chastity! It wasn't the "Full-blown, spunk-shooting, earth-shattering, boy cum" as defined by Mistress Watchful--it's almost been a year since one of those!--but it was the little sissy milkie dolly can sometimes have in her chastity when she gets really turned on. Dolly couldn't help it! Watching her candy pink toes curling with her smooth legs in white hose and garter belt wrapped around a body pillow was more than pantysexual dollyanne could bear! Dolly just hopes the neighbors weren't disturbed by the gurly moaning!

In some ways, Mistress Watchful played a role this time since dollyanne was picturing her with her Bull in her weekend cuckolding adventure! Being sissified, femmed, and cuckolded is such a powerful fantasy for dolly! Dolly hopes that Mistress Watchful and her pet's cuckolding experience is going well!

On other fronts the weather is getting cool and dolly is starting to think about a nice feminine pajama set to keep her warm this winter. Let the shopping begin!

Hot gurly bubble baths are definitely called for!

Curtsies and Huggs,:manga_bath:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

OMG, Mistress Watchful, dollyanne is sooo flattered and humbled that You were discussing her! Dolly's squirtie was an intense one & it could have been at the same time! That is sooo AMAZING!

Dolly hopes the "interesting" time was a GREAT time and from reading Your tweets it sounds like it WAS!! Dolly is sooo excited she is dribbling in her chastity and jumping up and down right now!! :jumping0036::jumping0036::jumping0036:

Dolly ran out of pads and is going to be dribbling on her thighs all day until she can get some more!

Deep Curtsey,:manga_angel:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

Dollyanne's next chastity?

Dollyanne is not sure whether this is the right place to post this, but it is part of dollyanne's chastity journey, so dolly is trying it here first. Basically, dollyanne is thinking about which chastity device to get next. The pink cb-2000 is still working great, and it's shorter than most devices, but dolly wonders if it is really short enough. Dolly was looking at the cb-6000S, but it is about the same length as the 2000, and besides, it's not available in pink!

So, dolly was thinking about going to a metal device as a possibility. It looks like mature metal's devices can be customized to a smaller size so that might be an option. Dollyanne was wondering whether anyone on here has gotten one of mature metal's devices? (If not, maybe dollyanne can be the first!)

The only concern dollyanne has about metal is the weight. The cb-2000 is only about 2.5oz with lock, and the Watchful Mistress from mature metal is over 5oz without the lock. (Dollyanne really likes the idea of having a device called, "Watchful Mistress"! Maybe something like "sissy" could even be engraved on it!) This might be fine, but dolly doesn't have experience with metal devices, so dolly was wondering if anyone could advise her about the pros and cons of metal from their experience with it?

Curtsies and Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Thank You for the feedback, Mistress Watchful. Dolly will try to find out who here has a Mature Metal chastity. Meanwhile, dolly has contacted him (check your PM, maturemetal, if you're reading this!) Dolly has saved up enough in her chastity fund to get a cb-6000S, but the idea of having a customized metal one is certainly intriguing! It could be made a little shorter, which would be better for dollyanne, and it would be metal, which means the chances of breaking would be less also. But, of course, it's not pink(!), and dolly would need to save more in her chastity fund! Those silly tradeoffs! The idea of having a "Watchful Mistress" chastity though is already making dollyanne's clitty tingle!

Curtsey,:butterfly:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

Pull out?

OMG, dollyanne just discovered in her bath that, if she works at it, it looks like she could pull her clitty out the back of her chastity and even go back in while the chastity is still locked! Dolly had read about others doing that, but had never tried it before. Dolly is not sure what this means and has no desire to do that, but dolly was disturbed by this. Even the smaller ring, which is quite effective at holding the tessies in place did not prevent it! Now dolly understands all the fuss about the anti-pullout devices!

Dolly wishes she had never discovered this! Will she be tempted to cheat? Will dolly try it just to see if she can do it? (So far, it just looks like a possibility!) OMG, this is a Pandora's box dollyanne shouldn't have opened!

Curtsies & Huggs,:manga_bath:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

Thanks for the feedback, dar! It appears that steel has a lot of advantages, but as you point out, the weight is a major issue. (There is also the airport security issue, but dolly doesn't fly so that's not a concern.) Also added to the weight of the device is the weight of the lock. Dolly initially had some back problems when she started with chastity and at the time she thought it had to do with the extra weight--though it was slight--changing her center of gravity. Dolly appears to be over those problems now.

Number 4 Loris looks pretty fierce! It looks like with the P/A there is no way to escape from it! The experience of Mistress Watchful's pet with a Lori's tube and a P/A turned out to be negative. Apparently, measurements have to be just right plus the weight, as you point out, could be a problem! Good luck with the modifications!

dollyanne

 

OMG--Squirtie inducing words!

OMG, Miss D, pantysexual dollyanne read the part about sending You the keys to her chastity--over and over again--and dolly's little clitty rocketed to the end of her chastity and bulged out the sides! Dolly's clitty tingled all day from Your words and then later dolly actually had a little squirtie in her chastity while rubbing her nipples and wearing her new denim mini-skirt and thinking about what You said! Dolly's pretty panties were soaked even though she was wearing a pad! Dolly had to modify her squirtie calendar AGAIN!

When dolly calmed down she looked up the neosteel shemale belts and they were great, including features like add-on butt plugs or remote control "education" stimulators! And, You are right, pantysexual dolly would certainly LOVE to have a pair of steel panties like that! Dolly would feel truly controlled and more feminine than ever!

You are also right of course about the silliness of pulling out while being self-locked. Dolly didn't actually do it, but was struck by the possibility of it and had never even thought about it before. Dolly does not plan to go down that path as it would weaken the illusion of being locked!

So, let's see, get a shemale chastity belt, send keys to Miss D--pantysexual dollyanne's wish list is off to a great start!

Deep Curtsey,:butterfly:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

Wow, wonder if that's a possibility? It would have to be a REALLY BIG discount for dolly to afford it though!

Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne

 

Thank you, cindy! Dolly certainly feels like a sissy gurl too, but is flattered for you to think of her that way! You are right about the opportunity to have Miss D control dollyanne's chastity key! That definitely sounds like a rare opportunity that would be hard to pass up!

Dolly has never had anyone control her chastity, but has been thinking about it a lot lately. She worries about cleaning, shaving, doctor visits, going to the gym, etc. and how those things would be worked out if dolly needed occasional release, but it sounds like something dolly needs. Dolly probably needs a more secure chastity too--something in steel! The shemale belt would of course be perfect, but can dolly afford it? So many questions!

Huggs,:butterfly:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

OMG--ANOTHER squirtie--almost!

You are sooo right Miss D! Pantysexual dolly is definitely a sissy gurl through and through and SHOULD be kept in shemale chastity! Steel panties that are inescapable and keep pantysexual dolly smooth as the sissy gurl she is in front would be PERFECT! When dolly read Your words her clitty bulged out the little pink plastic device she has now--AGAIN!--and pantysexual dollyanne's clitty has been tingly all day, just like yesterday! Pantysexual dolly barely avoided another squirtie by protecting her nipples with her pink training bra and a top over that, though she came close and has been dribbling in her pad!

Dolly was motivated to check the neosteel site and did not see the shemale chastity on the U.S. site, but it was on the German site. The site has been re-designed and it is much easier to select what to order, so pantysexual dolly went through the ordering process to see what it was like! It was fun specifying the hip belt, the lock, the shemale system, and attachments! But, when pantysexual dolly got to the end--GASP! The PRICE! It seemed astronomical to dolly! Dolly has about $150 saved up in her chastity fund--enough to maybe get something like the cb-6000S. But the neosteel was over a THOUSAND dollars!

Pantysexual dolly was also thinking about a "starter" steel device like the one from maturemetal--the WATCHFUL MISTRESS--which is at $275. Dolly still needs to save some more, but this seems more doable until dolly can afford the neosteel. The good news is that the device can be customized to length and ring size and pantysexual dolly can get something smaller to fit her tiny clitty better and be less noticeable in front--important for a sissy gurl! The ring is oval shaped so pulling out the back might also not be a problem. Maturemetal says that no one has reported that as a problem.

OMG--the anal probe! Pantysexual dolly looked at this, Miss D, and it definitely would provide a quick "education" to dollyanne to stay femmed and obedient! It looks like it has three settings: tingle, mild, and SHOCK! Pantysexual dolly lives in fear of electricity so she would do whatever she could to avoid it! If pantysexual dolly lived with a Mistress who used this, there is NO question that dollyanne would be TOTALLY and COMPLETELY OBEDIENT in EVERY respect! But, dolly is not so sure about this. When dollyanne went through the ordering process it was over $800 dollars! Adding this would bring the cost to close to $2000 dollars!

But, there is no doubt that pantysexual dolly--as You have seen--can succumb to the temptation of sissy porn and would benefit from someone like Yourself controlling her clitty access! If You are proposing to be the one who controls dollyanne's chastity keys, would You still be willing to do it if pantysexual dolly started with a lesser device like the maturemetal one instead, until dolly had enough saved for the shemale belt?!

OMG--a WEEK! When pantysexual dolly read this, her clitty once again jumped to full mast--well, full 2" mast!--in her chastity, feeling like it was taking it to the breaking point, giving a resounding YES answer that dolly could NOT hide! Pantysexual dolly's little pink cb-2000 is as weak as dollyanne is! Pantysexual dolly will probably soon HAVE to get a new chastity, and, it'll probably HAVE to be STEEL to withstand the kind of erotic teasing and training You are capable of, Miss D!

Deep Curtsey,:manga_bath:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

Thank You, Mistress Watchful! Yes, dollyanne has been researching quite a bit--especially the neosteel chastity--and has been impressed with the quality and options, but disappointed with the price. Sooo EXPENSIVE! Dolly doesn't feel quite ready for that yet! But, it is at least something to look forward to and to put on dollyanne's dream wish list!

Curtsey,:manga_bath:
dollyanne

 

Oooo, Miss D, more experiments! Pantysexual dolly is already tingling with excitement at the prospect! The last one--though at times difficult and frustrating--was still fun and good for dolly's femming. Pantysexual dolly is still feeling the effects of it every time she puts on her training bra! :manga_balloon:

Yes, dollyanne would LOVE to wear a shemale chastity like missy katrin! It would be sooo wonderful! And, dolly admires missy katrin as a superior sissy and envies her live-in Mistress situation and her ability to be so uninhibited in her sissification and feminization! But, as You mention, Miss D, dolly's situation is quite a bit different with her vanilla spouse who doesn't participate and who could cuckold dolly anytime she wants, though she doesn't. She does allow dolly to prance around the house though in her gurlie clothes, but it is a reluctant acceptance. Dollyanne loves her spouse and believes in live and let live and does not want to force anything on her that she doesn't want. After all, dollyanne is an obedient submissive! Dolly has probably stretched her limits already! She does seem to tolerate dolly's secret sissy gurl life as long as it is kept harmless and is not flaunted too much in front of her. Dolly is grateful for that! And, dollyanne is sooo submissive and excitable, she would probably be a WILD and CRAZY sissy gurl without that brake. :manga_partypopper: So, maybe it's not all bad.

Dolly wonders about remote keyholding too, Miss D, and how well that really works. People put emergency keys in blocks of ice, or in the post, or in some inaccessible spot. Since an emergency can occur anytime anywhere--like a car accident or something--dolly sees a need to actually have an emergency key on her person! Sometimes, when dolly uses the Master Lock she has a key on her keyring just in case!

And, dolly knows how easy it is for someone to cheat! It seems counter to the notion of chastity for someone to pull out of it, or pick the lock, or make a duplicate key or something. What's the point of being in chastity in the first place? Dolly is in her chastity 24/7 at the moment. It has taken her nearly a year to achieve and there is no way dolly wants to change that! Dolly NEEDS to be in chastity, SHOULD be in chastity, and WANTS to be in chastity! So there is no desire on dolly's part to cheat and release herself unless it for a good reason such as an infection, injury, doctor checkup, cleaning or shaving. (Sissy gurls should be smooth down there, dolly believes.) Pantysexual dolly no longer pleases herself--EVER--in a boi mode. Dolly wouldn't even think of it! But, pantysexual dolly does love her pulsating showerhead teasing every day and drips and dribbles into her pad quite easily and often! :sex021: And, of course, dollyanne is capable of arousing herself through the rubbing of her nipples that she can have a small squirtie IN her chastity sometimes! And, Miss D, (pantysexual dolly is blushing) Your words and images alone have stimulated pantysexual dolly to incredibly gushing squirties!

Dolly got a Master Lock keysafe with a settable combination for use with the TimeLock program, but even that is not foolproof. It depends on the sub NOT looking at the combination! Dolly wonders how often subs actually cheat with this. Plus, there is the problem with the need for an emergency key. If you don't lock that up too, then what's the point in the elaborate scheme? Dolly is still thinking about this to see if there is some way to get the feeling of control for both parties while still having safety in the case of an emergency. The best dolly has come up with so far is the use of a laminated card that could be carried in a wallet or purse that would hold the emergency key. Using the key means breaking into the lamination (and, it's expensive--a $24 card!)

Laminated Emergency Slave Key:



Dollyanne understands how You feel, Miss D, and has, in some ways, considered herself to be like the "house" sissy--the property of YOU, Miss D, an experienced and sensual feminization expert whom dollyanne respects and admires, and whose writing dollyanne loves sooo much--dollyanne hangs on to Your every clitty-arousing sensuous word!--as well as the shared property of the beautiful and adorable Mistress Watchful, whom dollyanne truly admires and loves for Her honesty and tolerance and caring attitude toward this site and the people on it, and other delightful and loving Dommes such as the incomparable and beautiful Mistress Michelle, who yields a whip like no other on a whole coterie of adoring slaves! :smilies_xxx22:

So pantysexual dolly will continue to try her best to be the best sissy gurl she can be--like they say in the Army. (Hmmm...dollyanne in Army...now there's a thought!)

Obedient and submissive pantysexual dolly is ready, clitty tingling and dripping, Miss D, (and no doubt, so are other gurls here too who enjoyed the last one!) for more challenging femming experiments! And, ooohhh yes, pantysexual dolly agrees with You, Miss D, those "Sweet femming humiliations are so good for a gurl..."!!!

Deep Curtsey,:manga_angel:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

Thank you, cindy. It is sooo true that chasteness and chastity can be accomplished by the simplest of means when both want it!

Tonight, dollyanne took a bubblebath, shaved her legs, removed her chastity and shaved around her clitty, then cleaned her chastity thoroughly with soap and water. :manga_bath: Dolly then immediately reattached and locked it back on with no hanky panky. Dolly could have "cheated", certainly, but dolly believes she is in a gurl frame of mind with more "responsibility" than the crude male she used to be. Dolly did not even consider any boi-like stimulation. It is as if she has been entranced to only have her squirties, such as they are, through the stimulation of her nipples, and ONLY when she is in her chastity. This makes it difficult, of course, and infrequent, but dolly feels that this is how she, as a sissy gurl, must behave! And, as you say, it's not really necessary to be controlled by a key, or even to be supervised while cleaning. Trust is important!

Sometimes though, being in chastity does make pantysexual dolly extremely horny as she definitely was this morning, acting like a total wanton shameless slut on Twitter-*blush*. In fact, mornings seem to be dolly's horniest time of day when she is most likely to act slutty and have a squirtie! Most of the time though dolly just works herself into a frenzy of slut delirium, often brought on by the incredibly stimulating words and images of Miss D, and then has to be hosed down in the shower! And, of course, dolly has to put a pad in her panties every day now to catch the dripping! Such is the life of a pantysexual sissy gurl!

Huggs,:butterfly:
pantysexual dollyanne

 

Down Day

Dollyanne was out of sorts today and feeling down. And even worse--and partly the cause of dolly's down day--she is out of her chastity! Dolly simply doesn't feel right being out of her chastity, but felt it was the prudent course of action. Dolly noticed what she thought was blood in her urine--Eeeek!--and then saw a rather large spot on the underside of her clitty (just above the B-ring clamping her tessies) that had turned BLACK! Call the Medics! :anim_48:

This alarmed dollyanne and caused her to remove her chastity at the next opportunity--during her bath. :manga_bath: There is no blood and the spot has mostly gone away in a day, but some traces are still there, so dolly is going to give it a couple of days to return to normal before she locks her self back in. Maybe she needs to try a slightly larger spacer or something so it doesn't clamp quite so tight. (Dolly did have a rather horny morning where she bulged out her chastity quite dramatically, so maybe it's related, but dolly doesn't know.) If anyone has any ideas about what happened, dolly would certainly like to know!

When dolly is out of her chastity she doesn't feel much like a sissy gurl anymore and she is quite tempted to give it all up and, of course, to cheat and revert to boi mode. This is made worse by the fact that dolly had to grow the hair back on her arms to appease her spouse (though everything else is shaved), and that she is overweight, and her wardrobe is so sparse she couldn't even put together a whole outfit. When dolly is out of chastity, she feels hopeless!

Hopefully, dollyanne will completely heal or find it was a false alarm (dolly easily panics and tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac!) and will back to her normal self soon.

Meanwhile, dolly hopes everyone else is doing well!

Curtsies and Huggs,:butterfly:
dollyanne