TWDL

I'm honestly looking forward to the whole journey. I'm self locking at the moment, so if and when my fiancee becomes my KH, then im sure ill go through the frustration and acceptance that ive given control over to someone else - but im looking forward to it all the same :)

I'm pretty sure everyone goes through the same stages in a lock up regardless of whether they have a Keyholder or not. At some point, you'll be wonder why the hell you thought this was a good idea.

Im sure I will. But the end goal is to be locked more often than not, so I will work through whatever I need to :)
Already it feels better than I imagined, which has put me in a good mind set for it, rather than having to tolerate it, its something im enjoying right now :)