The start of our journey

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    Our backstory....

    I have been interested in bdsm for quite sometime now and when i finally plucked up the courage to tell my wife 'L' (then girlfriend) about it.....I say tell she actually caught me looking at bdsm porn and i came clean about my fetishes.
    We started playing a bit with it, whips, clamps, toys, strapon (which i was too scared to use lol). I was enjoying but could tell that L was just doing it for me and she wasn't really enjoying it so much. She's a super supportive wife and always said that she was enjoying it because she likes the way it makes me feel. We played a bit but as time went on we gradually went back to having vanilla sex (amazing vanilla sex btw) she'd tease me with her feet and trample my cock occasionally as i licked her (she knew one of my biggest kinks were feet) but that is really as far as our bdsm play would go.
    I went back to watching porn then came across chastity and Cuckolding this did really grab my attention. I got into watching pov porn about chastity, Cuckolding and being an actual slave for a woman. This really excited me. Although i do like the physical/punishment side of it this did something different i knew then this was my kink.
    About 18 months ago I discussed Cuckolding with my wife and that night we had great sex while she told me what she wanted to do with other men. The morning after she wasn't that interested in the idea. Tgen it happened.... 3ish months ago we started looking on dating sites for couples, females or males to play with. L then admitted that she's more comfortable with Cuckolding and has actually been thinking about it a lot recently, she then changed her profile to looking for men, can play alone!!!!
    She got talking to a lot of guys.....

    Our Journey starts here....

    After sifting through thousands of messages while i licked her she finally settled on talking to 2/3 guys. Everytime i was there while she talked to them she wanted me between her legs or massaging/worshipping her feet. Once she finished her conversations i could then fuck her.
    Last week she arranged to meet up with one of the guys in 2 weeks. L then told me that i am not allowed to cum at all until shes met up and had her way with him....
    I then suggested gettimg a cage for the times when I'm alone or when L wants me locked. I ordered one and a new strap on for if i failed or if she just wanted some fun with me, (see thread in Kinks - other Fetishes - Anal Play to see how that went down) it came a couple of days later. I'm not in it full time due to a very busy family life but in it every night and whenever I'm alone. Since I've been denied/caged she has come into the role amazingly. I nlw do the majority of the chores and massage her feet nightly (if I'm good i get to worship them)
    Sunday just gone she wanted an O i went down on her and made her cum a couple of times she then told me she wanted me to fuck her but under no circumstances should i cum.... It was hard and quite painful but i managed it.
    That night she wanted the same but told me i had to fuck her hard and not stop till shes cum.... This time i wasn't so good.....
    Now i can't touch myself at all until the day arrives, i do have a feeling her punishment hasn't stopped there though....
     
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    The night is quickly approaching....

    The last few days have been very strange I've had a massive mix of emotions, nervous, excited, horny and very frustrated. L has stepped up a gear asserting her authority over me. The chores i get are getting harder to complete in the time i have. Little things she does just to make sure i know my place, like being next to her phone charger and telling me to plug it in for her.
    After i had a little hissy fit over something small yesterday she made me sleep in my cage for the first time then wear it all day at work. As this was the longest stint i was going to do and she wasn't going to be with me she did let me take a key just in case i needed it. It turned out my cage isn't the best for long stints so I'll be on the lookout for a new one soon.
    Her underwear arrived today too so she had me help her try it on while teasing me and telling me what she was going to do with him and how when she gets home she'll make me clean her up. My cock banging on the walls of my cage trying to get out as she softly scratches my cock through it. GODDAM I LOVE THIS WOMAN!!!!!
    Tomorrow is the night I'm so frustrated at the moment i hope I'll be able to cum when she gets back. My time for denial was till tomorrow AT THE EARLIEST!!! (she keeps emphasizing THE EARLIEST for some reason :))

    exciting times ahead :)
     
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    So how has it been?
     
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    Hi sorry I've not been around for a while we've been super busy renovating our house.
    So far it's been great. We've had a few ups and downs (downs mainly because of the renovation project and we're currently living with her parents).
    My wife/Miss has gone feom strength to strength in our FLR she knows exactly what makes me tick and has me wrapped around her lil finger. She's been out and met a few guys and has got more in the pipeline.
    Our next step of our Cuckold journey is now for me to be there with them and be teassed and tormented as she fucks him. She might of found the guy for that bit is currently chatting and getting to know him (she's bery very good at finding the right guys)
     
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