Nothing is more exciting to me than the word "no". I luxuriate in the word. I love to say it, and I love to be told it. I love boundaries. I love turning down invitations. I love denial. I can be a stubborn, impulsive little shit sometimes. There are occasions where someone should really put me in timeout. But there's not much submissive in me, so the only person that can give me orders is me. Have I mentioned my terrible self control? I'm here mainly because I want to explore what kind of denial and chastity might be fun to apply to myself. "I haven't earned an orgasm, have I" etc. Secondarily, the only time I feel completely being social is when it relates to kink and bdsm. I have intense social anxiety sometimes, and having platonic power dynamics gives me a lot of comfort.