New Frontier

Amy just agreed to make me wait much longer between orgasms (perhaps several weeks) as opposed to about once a week. We also agreed that I am to beg her for orgasms, whch she will make me think will happen soon, but which will usually be, "Oh, not now," or "I changed my mind" at the last minute, so when I do get to actually have one it will be rare, and a complete surprise.

Also, she's said that it's now a rule that my legs stay shaven and smooth. I just shaved them for the first time two days ago, and she really liked it, after thinking she wouldn't.

 

Also, I ordered a Clone Your Willy kit. She will be able to satisfy herself with my cock anytime she pleases, and sometimes will let me listen as a tease to make me wish I could cum, and will sometimes tease me into thinking I'll get to, only to find out that I won't.

 

Amy and I just had a very nice chat. She had 4 orgasms and just laughed and giggled and told me no whenever I would ask her if I could cum too. I begged and pleaded with her to let me cum and she refused and told me that she's the only one who gets to cum tonight. She reminded me often that she's in charge and that when she decides I get to cum that I will, but until then, however long that may be, I am to just obey her and be a good boy.

 

I really love her!

 

She has said she will not get a store bought dildo and neither of us will allow another person into our relationship.

 

Amy had another orgasm tonight, I didn't. She enjoys her power over me and my orgasms and says that the longer I wait the better my orgasm will be when she finally allows it and keeps reminding me that she is the one in charge, not me.

 

Also, she used to say that I'd never be allowed to shave my legs, however she just told me tonight that she would never allow me to have hair on my legs again.

 

That's awesome Rocky! Sounds like you're getting what you wanted! ;-) Amy also enjoys hearing me beg and plead, turns her on quite a bit too. Where would be the fun if she gave in? Hehehe

 

Hehehe, maybe so, but I'm really enjoying it. The orgasms are especially good after being denied them for a while.

 

She has also promised to start reminding me of the difference between my NEEDS and WANTS, in addition to always asking me who's in charge now and who gets to decide when I cum. ;-)

 

She had me play with my nipples for 20 minutes the other night. When I told her that a little cum came out without my getting to have an orgasm at all and that it was so frustrating and all I wanted to do was have an orgasm, she started giggling uncontrollably and said she thought that was really funny.

 

Also, I told her my cock was straining at its cage like "Let me out!" And she started giggling again and said "Well THAT'S not happening anytime soon!"

 

True to her word, she has still not allowed me out of the cage, except for cleaning then right back on. She says she REALLY enjoys making me wait now, and finds my frustration so funny that it send her into a fit of giggling. She said the other day it will be AT LEAST a couple more weeks till she allows me to have an orgasm and probably much longer.

 

Couldn't agree more! And it's so much fun for me too! I love making her happy and hearing her wonderful giggle.

 

Oh, wow. She's had me locked up for 3 weeks now. Longer than ever before. She just had me play with my nipples for 30 minutes, not allowed to touch myself. I wanted to cum so bad! Not allowed to! My balls feel stretched, the cage just yanking on them while my cock straining inside to get out.

 

It's awesome and terrifying at the same time. I'm getting what I wanted, she's really coming into her own with this and "taking the bull by the horns" so to speak. I spend every sleeping and waking moment caged (except when she briefly allows removal only for cleaning, then right back on). It's always with me, reminding me of her power. Even just peeing reminds me she's in charge. I have to sit down to pee, like she does, and the panties she makes me wear always match the ones that caress her flesh. The manly hair on my legs is gone too, she won't have it, she wants them looking pretty for her.

Before I go to sleep at night I either have to play with my nipples and get so aroused that my whole body aches for a release which won't come, or as is the case tonight, I have to listen to messages she recorded for me explaining her ownership of me, and how I no longer have control.

It's really becoming real. It's awesome and terrifying at the same time. It's a new frontier. One I have created for myself which has been siezed from my control, and now it is my place to obey

 

her and be a good boy in hopes that at some point she MAY allow me an orgasm, which I really DO enjoy having, but which for me now is going to be an extremely rare treat.

Far from how she used to think it was mean, now she thoroughly enjoys causing me frustration, giggles at my helpless plight of wanting to cum so bad, but not being able to because SHE said "no." She finds it hilarious now when I want to cum. "Oh REALLY? You DO? Hahahahaha, well you're not going to. Sorry. Hehehe, no I'm not." It's delicious torment, and I love her so much!