New beginnings

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    It’s been almost 2 weeks since Mistress first locked her cock into chastity. It is her cock now. Today needs to be an off day however, but let’s start at the beginning.
    The cage came in on Monday, the 8th of January, when I returned home from work and after we had dinner, we caged her cock. The sensation of not being able to feel any pleasure was both exciting and frustrating. I had been masturbating often, without her consent, often not allowing myself to reach orgasm, but I did enjoy stroking myself. I have remained in chastity since then, wearing it to work, sending her pictures daily so she can be sure her cock is locked up tight. She has allowed me daily breaks to clean and reposition her cock in it new armor, and one day long break to heal from some pinches from the cage. I discovered that there is some “slop” between the cage and the base ring due to using a lock instead of a screw, I solved that by using a zip tie, not optimal but now the cage doesn’t pinch her cock anymore.
    Nightly wear has been challenging as I have very strong nocturnal erections and have had pain. This is now my second day long break from chastity due to her cock being sore, Mistress is kind to allow her cock to remain uncaged until it heals and is ready to be put back in its place.
    Last night we had a play date and spent the evening in bed, we attempted a prostate orgasm but were unsuccessful, the cheap toy I bought died, my large anal plug didn’t work out either. It had been several days since Mistress has allowed me to have a release so I was hopeful that it could happen, there was some prostate fluid released when I inserted the plug, but nothing further. Mistress denied me putting my mouth on her pussy as she knows this is my favorite pastime, she also spanked me repeatedly, so much so that she bruised her hand. Mistress was kind to punish me so hard but today I bought her a paddle to protect her beautiful hands.
    we did order a double sided dildo so she she can fuck my ass and hopefully have an orgasm herself at the same time, I requested she not allow me to cum until we try it as I am wanting to have a prostate orgasm and want my desire to build up for that release.
    We left her cock caged overnight and this morning I again woke with a very strong erection and could not will it away no matter how I tried, mistress was kind and allowed me to remove the cage, then she insisted I fuck her, told me she wanted my cum in her pussy. I didn’t last long, mistress is always wet and her pussy felt wonderful after several days of being locked away. She then insisted I clean her up and allowed me to lick my cum from her pussy when I was finished. Mistress was unable to have an orgasm however, she said I hadn’t been providing enough suction, I am generally successful at bringing her to orgasm. I hope mistress finds a suitable punishment for me.
    We are currently using the Put A Ring On It from Loch The Cock, the fit is a bit too snug so we have ordered a Queens Keep from MM, hoping they are able to get it to us sooner then their 6-8 week build time. I would very much like to be caged 24/7.
    This new journey we have begun has changed our relationship in a profound way. We have had a very strong bond over the years but now our communication and trust has reached a new level, something I didn’t believe was possible.
    Thank you if you’ve taken time to read this, I hope to make entries here weekly.
    - Her Pet
     
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    Thank you for sharing.
     
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    Welcome to CM and good luck. Patience and moving at your own pace works best
     
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    Welcome to the mansion.
     
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    Lying in bed this morning with my cage on and a plug in my ass, considering this past week. Mistress lies beside me, I brought her coffee in bed as a good Pet does, mistress is kind to allow me to plug my ass, keeping it available for her to fuck with her new cock.
    It came in this week, a double dildo with a harness and three motors, one for the egg that is inserted into her, one for the clit sucker, and one for her cock. I realized when it came in, she now has two cocks, and I have none.
    We’ve played every night since it arrived, trying different positions, looking for the right angle, it’s been amazing. But, we realized quickly that this isn’t quite the right cock for her, for us. We will continue with it however, while searching for a new cock, something that maybe she can wear out of the house, she enjoys the feeling of wearing it. I’ve enjoyed going down on her, sucking her cock, she told me I suck her cock well and am happy to please mistress.
    So far, I have not been able to achieve a prostate orgasm. I understand this is a journey, something that takes patience and practice. We both enjoy the practice.
    Mistress was very close to orgasm with her new cock deep in my ass two nights ago, I was also building to orgasm but her cock slipped out of me. I finished her off with my mouth, mistress is kind to allow me to taste her pussy.
    Mistress has been leaving her used panties for me to wear the following day, I take a great deal of delight in placing her scent on me, knowing she is with me in that way throughout my day.
    Mistress has allowed me one release this week, she asked me to fuck her from behind and her pussy felt sublime as I entered her, the orgasm was very intense.
    Since the minor injury I sustained last week wearing my cage overnight, I have been caged during the day and being released from it at night, mistress’ cock is now fully healed, she will continue to release her cock at night however as she does not want to re-injure it. Thank you to those who have encouraged us, this forum has been very enlightening and we enjoy sharing our experiences.
    -Her Pet
     
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    Another interesting tidbit.
    My current cage is quite snug, does not allow for full insertion of my member (I will call it that as it is HER cock), sometimes it strains against and bulges through the stainless bars (Put A Ring On It from Lock The Cock). I’ve noticed since the start of this journey that when uncaged my member seems fuller, thicker. I’m not sure if this is temporary, something that has happened due to the constant “hug” my member receives when caged during the day. I have read that over time shrinkage will likely occur, for me, at least in the short term, quite the opposite has been true. Any thoughts on this would be appreciated.
    -Her Pet
     
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    You are quite welcome.
     
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    I skipped updating the journal Saturday morning, I was down with a head cold last week so not much to update about. Mistress’ cock has remained in chastity during the day, free at night but there are times I have urges to touch myself. Occasionally when I wake early in the morning I will lock myself away to prevent the urge from becoming reality, once I left her cock caged overnight and I was able to make it through without incident. We are still waiting for our new cage from MM.
    I was a naughty Pet this morning however. I took Mistress’ purple vibrating double sided cock into the bathroom with me while Mistress was still sleeping, I wanted to practice with it alone, not for pleasure mind you. I was able to milk my prostate while caged for the first time. As a good Pet does I told her all about it of course, she was not upset but did express some hint of jealousy. I will not explore anything without her in the future. Mistress is kind to allow me this indiscretion although I do expect there will be some punishment, I look forward to what Mistress has in store. This new journey of chastity and complete honesty continues to bring us closer together.
     
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    An update is long overdue.
    My new device arrived approx 3 weeks ago (Queens Keep from Mature Metal) and I have essentially been locked up 24/7 since then, mistress allows short times out of the cage for cleaning and twice she has allowed me to fuck her and have a release. There is a little extra room in the cage (length) which has allowed me to wear overnight and my nocturnal erections are no longer causing any damage. This morning was the first time in four days that I had removed the cage for a shower (Mistress has given me permission to remove prior to my showers but I know I can’t help but masturbate when it is off and I am really trying to exert control over it) and I am almost desperate for a release. Being a weekend, Mistress is awake during my shower (different schedules and she is generally in bed when I shower) so I was able to control myself with her presence just outside the bathroom door. Maintaining a chaste lifestyle has been more emotionally challenging than I had imagined, but I do really like the fact that all of my orgasms are reserved for Mistress, that I am no longer wasting them. At times however I almost shake with need to release, especially in the morning.
    My goal is to channel that sexual energy into productive energy (working out, household chores, etc) but masturbation has been such a habit for so long that this transition may take some time. I am keeping up an honest dialogue with Mistress while trying to not sound needy or focus too much attention on myself or my (perceived) needs. I have found myself being much more attentive to Mistress, not in an effort to win favors, but because for a long time my attention had been elsewhere (porn and masturbation).
    I am grateful to Mistress for agreeing to this lifestyle, for helping me through this. I am looking forward to longer times without the need to remove the cage, channeling my sexual energy to be more productive, and to continue to find new ways to please Mistress.
     
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