Hi, I started posting in the 'The Foyer' about my journey but this is the proper place So might as well post here. In case anyone hasn't read my other post Let me just do a quick recap (quick HA. I tend to rabble on). I've been interested with the idea of chastity for years, I did bring it up with my ex who wasn't really interest in the idea (which is a shame, as if she gave it a go I think she would love to see how I am right now), we mutually broke up and I've been single since. Well A month ago I took the plunge into getting a chastity device. A CB-6000 and started experimenting. Sadly being single I had no key holder and I soon found out how little self control I really do have, I couldn't keep myself locked in for very long. The most I went was 2 days. Thankfully I found someone willing to hold my keys for me, so as of last Friday I lost procession of my keys. And what a ride its been. Lot of highs and Lows. I've found that if I keep my mind active I am fine, and at times I forget I'm wearing it. But when I can't keep my mind active I'm reminded of my imprisonment and drives me nuts. Anyway I've been currently locked up for 5 days, the longest I've gone so far. And last night was the first night of sleep I had which was undisturbed which was wonderful. No waking up which a raging hard on and having to walk around the house to calm down before returning to sleep. But I did wake up in the morning dying for release and its the only thing I've been thinking of all day. If I could get out and jerk off I would. When I was lying in bed before getting up I was playing with my cage. I've decided I love the feel of the cage in my hand. Feels like a cock but I get no feeling though the cage but was making me more and more horny. Its an odd feeling. I'm really submissive, Always have been - always will be. I've loving be chaste and I do want to push myself to be more chaste and fighting my hard wiring to get release. But if I had the keys I would be out... But to be honest If my KH said "would you like your keys" it would be a hard choice. Do I give in and get my keys or should I say no and hold off. But being single means I also can't even get my kicks by pleasing others (my KH is just a KH and nothing more). At the moment the side of me which wanted to say no and hold off is stronger, but I'm not sure for how much longer it will stay like that and I'm BEGGING to get out. To the guys how are locked up for a long period of time, How do you do it??? OK so this is my first time locked up and with no control of my keys and its something best build up slowly but boy... Things are getting harder mentally. Psychically speaking, things are fine. No problems. It does take a bit longer to clean myself, But the fact that I prefer to take baths over showers helps. I did leak some pre-cum on Monday which made things a bit "sticky", but in a hot bath I shrink a bit and managed to clean most of the inside of the tube using a cotton bud though the opening on the end. I also can clean the inside of the ring with a cloth if I take my time. Even thou today has been a complete mind fuck (and I've got to go out tonight, just hope I can keep my head busy) I'm still loving it.