I've decided to republish my Blogs for public viewing. They have been hidden away for a while, but whilst pondering who I am and what I've become lately, I thought I'd revisit my past. The me "way back when" is so different! I'm quite shocked at how naive and resistant I was to the life I have now. 4 years ago, pet was depressed, I was clueless and we appear to be on the verge of separation. Today I'm living a 24/7 lifestyle with pet and my live in slave/paingimp and spend most of my weekends beating someone severely for no other reason other than I enjoy it! I host my own club, my personal website is near completion, and I'm treated like a Princess from the moment I wake up till the moment I go to sleep. Ladies - if you thought you couldn't do it - READ THIS! Guys - if you think your wife/girlfriend could never be like me - READ THIS! It's taken 3-4 years to create this Monster, but truly - be VERY careful what you wish for.