Last Weekend

Hi all,
sorry I haven't updated sooner, but real life has been a bit busy this week and I suppose I had to get the events of last weekend straight in my mind.

For those of you who didn't see my introductory post, I was locked up for a few days during the week before last and it was one of the rare occasions when my Girlfriend was holding the key.

I did say that things might not go according to plan, and I was partly right about that.

Unfortunately when she turned up at my place last Saturday night, she'd had a couple of large brandies, but we'd still not eaten.
We ordered a take away to be delivered and while we were waiting, she had a large glass of wine, as did I, but I had been drinking slowly, it being my big night and all.

When the food came, she only really picked at hers. After we'd eaten, more wine was poured and I didn't notice that she was getting more drunk than me. One minute she was kissing me and making me twitch inside my CB, saying that it was going to be 'A long night!', I was so excited!

The next minute, things took a turn for the worst and she became a bit wobbly and ill.

Next thing, we're arguing and she's throwing up. It was the worst possible outcome for the night that I'd waited all week for.
She ended up in tears, and apologising over and over again for ruining my special night. I held her, told her it was ok and basically looked after her until she was in bed. I curled up next to her, still locked up.

In the morning, she was very apologetic and straight away started to get frisky. My locked up dick swelled in the tube as she pressed herself against me and kissed me deeply.

Although it wasn't the same as it would have been the previous evening, she still wanted to tie me up and tease me. Of course I was happy to go along with it.

There were a few mind blowing moments, things I'd never experienced before, such as her lying on top of me in her sexy pink underwear, rubbing her crotch against my locked up cock and laughing, calling it a 'little clit'.
She kissed me, put her tongue in my ear and squeezed my balls, saying that I was only allowed a little dribble, while she was going to cum.

She lay with her head down by my feet and then draped a leg across my chest and used her Rampant Rabbit vibe on herself, while my cock throbbed in the cb. Listening to her moans were absolute music to my ears.

She then unlocked the cb and took it off me, gave my penis a good wash and then started to tease me until I was rock hard.

Eventually she got on top of me and slid my erection inside her. It felt heavenly and I was able to hold on for 15 minutes or so, but eventually I knew I was near the edge and said 'Please may I cum, Mistress?'
Of course, she said 'No!', but just her tone of voice and the fact that she'd said no, made me even more excited, and as she got off me, the friction made me shoot my load across my belly and chest.

She said I was useless and then finished herself off with the vibe, before untying me.
We held each other for a long time and it was very emotional. I was very grateful that she had still made the effort, but it hadn't gone exactly to plan.
I was relieved to be out of the cb and have my orgasm, but it was all over now, all that anticipation, finished.

We ended up having a lovely, intense loved up fuck, and I performed much better than I have been doing lately, I felt so intensely horny again.

We talked about the experience and I told her that it hadn't really been worth the 4 or so days of discomfort in the cb600.

I find this device awkward and uncomfortable to wear for more than a few hours at a time, not to mention the hygiene problems. I tried to keep it as clean as I could, but she still said that it smelled very 'ripe' when she took it off, which almost put her off the whole thing.

I said that when we play like that again, I'd keep chaste just by willpower all week, and then just lock myself a couple of hours before she came round.

I'm a little disappointed with myself, I've craved chastity for years, and now I'm just saying that it's an occasional game?

I'm not really sure how I feel about it at the moment, do I need a more comfortable cb? Maybe the birdlocked?

I spoke to my G/f last night and said that I'd got those feelings out of my system for the moment, which is partly true, I haven't masturbated much this week and I haven't really had many thoughts about D/s and chastity activities, but I know those feeeling will come back.

When my imagination is running riot, I fantasise about a life similar to Bridget's, where I am in permanent chastity, feminised, plugged, cuckolded and spanked regularly. I've not divulged any of that to my G/f, well maybe cuckolding's been mentioned in a teasing, lighthearted way and I've had the occasional spank, but she'd probably be shocked if I said something like, 'I'd like to suck your lover's cock to get him hard for you, while I stay locked up for months at a time'.

I guess I'm rambling a bit now, so I'll leave it there for now.
Thanks for listening and any feedback would be gratefully received.

Bye for now,
Dave.

 

Thankyou all for your kind replies.

I think maybe I came across as a bit of a brat, expecting a certain type of thing and then complaining about the discomfort.

We've actually been together for eight years, but for one reason or another we don't live together yet. Since very early on, she's known about my submissive side and I've had the CB6000 for a couple of years.

The fact that she was willing to act out elements of my fantasy is pretty mindblowing for me, a couple of years ago she wouldn't have entertained it. She still has difficulty getting her head around the concept of chastity, but she's still prepared to indulge me.

Our level of communication about these things is getting better all the time and who knows, maybe one day when her kids have flown the nest and we have more time, we'll go more 'lifestyle'.

Watch this space!