Hello, I thought I would do a post rather than lurk! I am a good looking guy with a few grey hairs, but I keep myself fit. I have always been interested in BDSM, I guess I am largely submissive, and VERY worshipful of women. I think they are godesses! I have done a few things in my life, and have local friends in the UK who are into this lifestyle. A few years ago I learned about chastity play, and bought a curve, then later a CB3000. I found that locking myself up was a deeply spiritual experience, which has made me crave the hand of a woman to hold that key. Basically, I found that when denied my own right to orgasm, it made me concentrate entirely on pleasuring a woman, which is, in fact, what I have always wanted to do. So I guess my reason in being here is to find like minded people and to acheive that goal one day. Even now, just thinking about it, is driving me crazy! I long for the day when the temptation to orgasm is taken from me. Only then will I see woman in all her beauty, and make her pleasure the sole source of my pleasure. That's what I call being in heaven.