Master has been getting really dominant lately and Im loving it. He seems to have taken a lot more control and lets me get away with a lot less. I am now starting to feel really submissive and horny and am enjoying serving even though we havent had much play yet. This is where the problems can begin The deeper I get into my sub space the more horny I get and this makes me want to submit more and more. I told Master about a recent fantasy I have had since Master took control again. I cant help thinking though that by telling Master about my fantasy I have some how spoiled the point. Most of my fantasies revolve around Masters control and him humiliating me in some way by forcing me to do something I wouldnt usually do. Master seemed very up for my fantasy so I went on the internet today and bought the required products to make it happen. I couldnt help feeling conflicted though. I know master is up for it in a big way but I if I was the one suggesting the idea and buying the things, doesnt that mean I am completely compliant in the supposed forced humiliation. On the other hand though, if I dont tell Master what I fantasise about how will he ever know what he should do to me. His description whilst I was pleasuring him drove me wild with desire and I wait to see where this will go. My submission makes me crave control and makes me want Master to push me further. This could be by tease, torture or best of all humiliation. The more I submit the more I want my submission to be tested. It can be tough subtly giving ideas and not topping from the bottom.