I (31m) and wife (38f) were always a little kinky and in to pegging and dom play, but I had seen the fire in my soulmate fade away last year a little. She was diagnosed with a rare form of bone cancer and I spent the next 6 months with her in some touch and go experiences. I put on a chastity cage when there was moments where she wasn’t feeling attractive or worried about advances from other women and I belived it eased her mind. She’s almost fully in remission now hopefully and we can spend some quality time together. Now she loves this kind of play, she is so full of energy and our love has never been richer. I really did some soul searching about sexuality, desire, I submitted to myself and her long before the cage. I felt as if I was losing her mentally and physically for awhile and I am happy to have her back. I am a large fit and muscular man and having a small frail wife to take care of was a profoundly moving period of my life but I had to be in charge of everything in our lives for periods of that time. I wish to support her in our new health now and be the best husband I can for her as who knows how much time we have to experience together. I am a stoic at heart and live that way in my every day life, I like submitting to her when I fight to progress at this time in my life. This submission is an oasis to me this year as I have felt cornered and always fighting for survival and trying to restablize my life while she was out of commission, we decided to go back to college together in the last few weeks and learn + experience all we can; or what she decides we experience. Thank you for this forum. I have enjoyed lurking for advice and the shared human experiences.
Thank you for the warm welcome, I hope I get permission from Madam to share more conversations with yall.