Bräckning down my inner walls, initiating transparency to my actual desires

As the title of this thread says, I really want to start breaking down my inner personal walls and become more comfortable and confident in sharing my actual, truthful hopes in desires in terms of Chastity, although this is true for other BDSM activities e.g. bondage. I´ve been procrastinating making this thread and also making excuses not to initiate like not being sure of how I want to phrase myself.

In this thread, I will only scratch the very top of the surface so to say, and share two of these very true desires.

1) Being encouraged, or forced, to get that PA-piercing I really want, incl. the obviously necessary and related PA-Chastity belt

2) "For me, it´s not about finding a keyholder who´ll lock me into chastity, it´s about finding a keyholder that might not release me" alt. For me, it´s not about finding a keyholder who´ll lock me into chastity, it´s about finding a keyholder that won´t release me until the potentially agreed upon time has been exceeded".

 

Thank you madams-sissysub

 

Thank you!