when it sets in that this is your new reality....

Nice: hopefully your Wife will remain resolute?

 

It's still hard for me to believe that this is it. It's been over a year in a half so far of a permanent lock up. I still hold onto hope that she might let me out someday. I haven't been able to physically touch my penis since that day she locked it. When she does remove it to clean, I'm locked down to the bed so I can't keep her from locking it back up. All I can do is look at it between the bars. Reminse about the old days.

 

Well if she needs any pointers on how to be resolute. She can talk to my wife. She won't budge one millimeter. She said it was going to be permanently locked up and that's exactly what she is doing.

 

We all fantasize about "be careful what you wish for", until we get it and realize that it's not always what we imagined.

And somehow that makes it even better

 

I have been locked away for months on end at times. She never discusses removing it or allowing a release for me. In our WLM I'm not allowed to ask for it's removal, sexual release etc. Everything comes from her. I love that.
The sick part is, you go crazy with it on day in and day out and when it finally comes off for whatever reason all I do is think about being locked back up!

I think we all do better locked up. I know for me i do. I'm more focused on her, I have more energy and horny all the time.

Sitting to pee like a girl is so normal now that when given a chance to pee like a man standing up (belt free) I find it very hard to do and usually just go into a stall. You get very use to seeing your panties around your legs!

I tried to cum inside my cage once but all it did was makes things worse in there. I confessed to her that I did try (hard) and I was sorry. She loved that I was not able to cum and that it made things worse for me. I went another 60 days before she removed it. Not sure about other guys but my cock was actually sore when it got out from being confined.

My dream is to be locked in a full belt. I would love to "feel" the belt around my waist and pulled tight between my legs. My wife likes the idea of a full belt but would want the lock to be in the back.

 

"Be careful of what you wish for". From a personal standpoint, I've been locked in an Evotion Bijou, anchored with a frenum piercing for the past 6 months. It is VERY secure. I was locked in other devices before that, but none came close to the level of security that the Bijou does. it would take power tools and a significant risk of blood loss to get out without the key.

And we're both very happy with that. My beautiful wife/KH does random checks by grabbing my crotch to make sure everything is in place. She gives me a sly smile and lets me go. I feel my cage getting tight. What's not to love?

 

I’ve been locked for getting on for two years without orgasm now. I have sort of resigned myself to the fact that I have no idea if or when I may cum again. It’s a scary thought to know someone else has that much control over me.

It is sort of tempered by almost daily edging sessions whilst restrained though. These can go on for several hours and are horrendously frustrating but also amazing. The desperation to cum is incredible and even though I know it won’t be allowed I always hold out some hope that this time will be different and she will let me. That is what keeps me going.

 

Several hours of edging? I'm lucky if I get 10 minutes

 

I have the largest points of intrigue fitted to my cb2000, so pullout is not an option as they pin me in my cage, I think the moment I realised it was my future was a little time after madam had fitted the large poi and she started teasing me and the started to bite, and the pain was unbelievable, and madam just sat there laughing and giggling as she watched me sqirm,
I knew then seeing how much madam was enjoying my suffering, that this was the only way forward.

 

It is good to hear that you have a device that is working for you. I am locked up too, and my opinion is that the device is sort of an insurance policy against moments of weakness. Because, I do get horny, I am only human. I do have a commitment to my chaste situation, and the device ensures that is upheld without any compromise.

 

And, to answer the original question, the angst usually comes after I am locked back up. Even though I am committed to my chaste situation, I still have moments where I wonder why I am locked up again. It is sort of odd. It does go away with time, as I settle back into the reality.

Sounds like you know that you are now trapped. In my opinion, this is a good realization. You will adapt to whatever your keyholder decides.

 

I have a cheap knock off from china I would not dare to try and escape by pulling back its a very snug fit and would not be able to get back in,Mistress would punish me serverly and that would be it game over if she caught me with the cage hanging off my balls with a red face

 

I'm waiting on a 2b from Lori. Is there anything I should know, or special requests I should make to make it more escape proof? I'm hoping to have it as secure as possible. Thank you for any advice!

 

Yes, the anti pullout ring. Properly sized and there is no pulling out the back. Unless you like pain and wish to damage your penis.

 

Thanks. He said, though, that he found a way to circumvent the security ring. I'm wondering what he and Lori discussed to make his current version more secure.

 

Very interested in answers more directed toward the OP. We are waiting for a my-steel at this very moment which will basically flatten my profile and remove it from sight or touch. We are eager to find out what it does for the both of us. She is eager to see me truly denied.

 

i'd be curious to know how you circumvented the ring, mine is tight enough that after few hours is pretty snug and maximum i can pullout is 1 mm
what upgrade you made to fix the flaw?

 

Other than having a Pa, the ring is the most secure measure. I have tried pulling out and its totally impossible unless I want to tear part of my penis head off. No thank you.
I would like to know what further measure Lori has come up with also.

 

I’m not sure what would be worse to be honest. She’s had me in tears through desperation on many occasions.

 

How does the ring work? I would really like to get an escape proof metal cage if it works

 

Works too dam good. If sized properly you can't get out period. Lori is an amazing professional.

 

Sometimes it drives me crazy. Just last night I was reading a story about an adventurer women being subdued and tied up by little gremlins.

It was turning me on and i couldnt do a thing about it except rub myself through the bars of the cage. Im secured with a PA. It was frustrating as hell.

And my wife is on a selfish streak. She lets me pleasure her but i haven't been unlocked in 3 weeks. Even then she just gave me a ruined. She just smiles and give me a little rub when i mention it.

Im horny as hell right now.