Changing times

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So yesterday I noticed some rubbing caused by the cage which I detailed (here). So I was released last night.
My wife loves to make me stand straight up with legs open. This is now a daily ritual morning and evening. Immediately after rising and before going to bed. Last night I stood again and she told me to put my arms out - I obeyed. She told me to stroke my cock. She said when the hair is gone I'll have a tattoo down by my cock. I almost came in seconds. She lay down on the bed in front of me with her breasts out and said cum on them. I wasn't sure if I should ruin it or not. So I took my hand off and a small amount of cum came out. She said you know what to do and I licked her breast clean. She told me to go to brush my teeth.

When I came back I was ordered to stand again. She was talking and I got hard again. She said my cock was a waste and that I was a sissy. She told me to stroke again this time with my good hand. She was explaining how from now on when cleaning I would be wearing red lipstick and we will soon move on to more makeup over time. She also said that when the weather gets colder and I am wearing jeans I'll be wearing stockings and panties underneath. I asked could I cum and where should I cum and I exploded all over my hand and the floor. This time it wasn't ruined. It was ecstasy. I haven't properly cum in over a month. It was intense. I wasn't forced to eat it which now I regret because I am horny but at the time I remember thinking I don't know if I could. Post nut clarity is real.

I cleaned up and got into bed and she fingered herself to orgasm while I rubbed her body, legs and rimmed her ass with my finger.

Lock is back on this morning after our shower. It will be off tomorrow until Sunday evening.

 

Back from hols last night. Nothing to write about there aside from absolute boredom. We got home and immediately my wife told me to get the lock on. I was surprised she was so quick with it. But also delighted. To me if she had left it until later it would feel like it’s not a priority for her to control me. But she stepped back into it as if it never went away which is great. Usual standing routine before bed. She orgasmed and we got interrupted by kids. Joy…

up this morning for more standing and back into the bike routine which I am unlocked for.

Vasectomy and circumcision this week. I can’t wait for that. Although I know it’s going to be a sore few days afterwards…

 

Uneventful few days really. We have fallen straight back into our new dynamic after holidays which is great. If anything my wife is even more dominant. I can’t get enough of it. It’s like a drug. Every order, instruction and look she gives me. I find myself craving it. I want to please her. As she rises and I fall underneath her in our relationship it feels like it should have been like this forever.

 

No post yesterday. Not much to report. I’ve been locked since Sunday evening. It’s now Thursday morning. I’m released daily for exercise bike. This pisses me off but it’s necessary. Aside from the mental side of things it‘s a little bit annoying to settle back into the device for the first 30 minutes after being comfortable.

Tomorrow I get vasectomy and circumcision and while I know it’s going to be very uncomfortable for a few days after I cannot wait.

 

Big day today. Very excited. A little apprehensive of the recovery. I hate even a minute of downtime. I'm expecting to be back in action after the weekend.

After you get circumcised you are advised to wear tight briefs to hold the bandage in place. Last night my wife had me try on the briefs she bought and we thought it was a good idea to remove the device to see how they fit. Turns out there were perfect. Some play happened afterwards. We ended up in bed playing with each other side by side. She ordered me to pull my cock and stop several times while she also masturbated and we chatted. It was great. We talked about how useless my cock was and how I would soon be barren and less of a man. Also about the possibility of me going to a dressing service. I'd love to do this but I'd prefer to lose a bit of weight and body hair first. I really didn't want to cum. I far prefer being locked than being let out and when I am let out I'd prefer to be restrained so I cant touch my cock. There was a lot of really good filthy talk. Then she told me I had a minute to cum or that would be it until November 1. I almost came instantly but held it together enough and asked to be locked up again without cumming. My wife didn't like this and she snapped take your hand off your cock. She came and I got locked back up.

This morning, no exercise as I want to be rested for op this afternoon. She had me stand at her side of the bed. Put on my 'friday panties' and watch while she played. Then she ordered me to take my useless cock out of my panties. She unlocked me and said along the lines of - I have decided you will cum. So I was ordered to play and remove my hand off and on. I was so horny. She meanwhile was looking up sissy porn and showed it to me on her phone while verbally degrading me. This feels like a dream. Things are amazing right now. She pulled down her bottoms and rolled up her top so I could see her stomach and breasts and pussy mound. Amazing. A huge part of me still didn't want to cum but I think it is a good idea not to be rampantly horny for the first few days of recovering from circumcision. The less erections the better. So I went with it no begging for lockup. She started a timer for 2 minutes and told me to cum on her stomach and I'd be locked up afterwards. It took me 7 seconds. She was playing with herself and after I cleaned her stomach. We got interrupted and had to stop. Lock back on until shower and release for a few weeks...

 

Tuesday. 4 days after circumcision and vasectomy. Probably the most secure chastity you could get

I've been avoiding this site and anything that might slightly turn me on for obvious reasons. All went well, healing great and excited to see how it turns out and to get back into the way we were doing things before last Friday. Entries will be few and far between for the next few weeks I expect.

 

Thanks.

 

Day 6 after circumcision and vasectomy. Both are healing very well. It was a really weird experience for me as it was elective and also due to the location of the op at the genitals.

The vasectomy - even though we haven't had PIV in a long time there might be some in the future and this opens doors for that. That area is delicate at the moment. There's no sharp pain at all but if the balls get a knock or through movement it's tender. The wounds are a tiny bit larger than I expected. But I imagine they won't be noticeable when they are healed. I will try to find some oil or something to rub on them to help the scar.

I imagine that had I not had the circumcision the vasectomy would be almost sorted by now. Healing both is extra effort on the body.

The circumcision is also healing well. I keep it bandaged and pointing upwards. It's clean looking, the scar line looks tidy, it's low and tight, so right behind the glans. The frenum was left and that area is a bit gnarly and still has some swelling. The surgeon advised me to delicately masturbate to stretch and gain elasticity in the scarline. Give it 1 week to heal. Then masturbate (no need to ejaculate) for a few minutes - 1 time per day for the first week, 2 times daily during the second week all the way to 4 times for the 4th week and then after 6 weeks. All research on my end has shown - don't touch it for 4 to 6 weeks. So I will have to clarify this before I start. Libido is almost zero at the moment. I haven't had an erection since last Friday morning.

I can't wait to get it healed and get back in the lock and to serve my wife again.

 

So it's approx 7 weeks later and I'm back in the game...

I shaved my pubic region and all around the penis two nights ago and we did a morning locked. Everything was 100% so it's back on now. I love it.

The circumcision is totally healed. The skin is new so no rush to get locked back up. I'm glad we waited this long. I really love the new look, I love how it feels. It makes my penis look a bit shorter and smaller which I love also. It feels so naked and exposed when I catch a glimpse of it in the mirror after a shower. I have a decent sized prince albert which sits much better now. A bi-product I hadn't expected was that there was always pains and nips around the site where the ring meets the foreskin which are now gone.

The few times I was allowed to masturbate since the operation it felt even better than before and I also like the fact that the requirement to use lube is a restriction. As I had no erections for a few weeks when I got the operation I think my penis was afraid to get hard when it was finally safe enough to go for it, so it was ultra small when hard. That was such a turn on. It's also tight when erect. At this stage it's back to normal size.

The wounds on the scrotum from the vasectomy are almost invisible now and there is very little if any discomfort from the cords. In December I'll have to get a fertility test to see if it's successful. I can't imagine there will be an issue.

I am due to get full body laser hair removal starting in a months time but I will probably suggest we postpone it due to the expense.

I have also signed up for personal training to get back in shape.

This time of year is an exceptionally busy time for us for various reasons but lets see how it goes.