Almost Failed

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  1. Cock_likes_chastity
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    Hello everyone,

    I have been self locked 24/7 for nearly 3 weeks now. This past week has been tough, especially this morning. The urge to remove my cage and masturbate was over whelming to say the least. I was getting ready to proceed with said course, but instead opting to remove cage and take a shower and do a thorough cleaning of both myself and the cage. What I relief that I did not submit to my desires.

    On a higher note I order the measurement rings from Mature Metal so that I can get a custom cage. I am leaning toward the Pet Trap has it offers less access to my penis.
     
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    It is difficult to resist sometimes. Urges get overwhelming and it takes willpower to hold off, especially if you without a KH or they are some distance away. Good job channeling those desires elsewhere. But remember even if you succumb to your desires, you can begin again and all is not lost. Good luck.
     
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    Thanks for the encouragement MissyB
     
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    well if you are new and you have done 3 weeks all locked up you have been very very good I think cos a lot thats new only dose hours and not days so I wudnt worry bout thingys.
     
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    Thanks jemina, however, I have been working up this point for the past year. What which trying different size cages from Amazon. But, still I would not want to fail at the this juncture.
     
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    That’s exactly why you need to make it hard to get the keys. Even something that takes 5 min to access can give you time to come to your senses.
     
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    Good idea with MM, I have a Jailbird, best decision we ever made, being comfortable while locked down makes a difference, good luck.
     
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    Well I made it through yesterday without giving in to my urges. I like to thank everyone for their encouragement and support in this matter. Thanks again.
     
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    Congratulations on keeping your will power up!
     
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