Day 28 of 37. I'm almost free, provided I watch my mouth. Here's the thing: I'm starting to like certain aspects of being locked. I would LOVE to come, but my temperament and energy level hasn't been like this since high school. We get along great and I've started to notice the millions of little things about her that made me fall in love with her in the first place. We'll see where this path leads...
That's what sold me. It's the most erotic, strange, incredible thing ever. I'm at 52 days locked, and she says depending on mood I may get to orgasm tonight. I have butterflies in my stomach. I'm wondering what it would cost me to talk her out of it.....
I know! I was crawling out of my skin the first three weeks, but now, aside from a few brief periods of frustration during the day, I feel incredible! Mentally sharp, emotionally grounded, energetic and in love. I had seven days left, but anan hone discussion, (decision-she had the key) Beth wants to let it go another 30 days. I'm thrilled and terrified. To underscore her dedication, she dropped the key into an evelope and mailed it to parts unknown (at least to me) on our way to CVS. The muted 'clunk' of the key hitting the bottom of the big blue mailbox caused a roller coaster-like quiver in my stomach and my dick sort of flinched. We're new to this and I hope she got the memo on emergency keys, but I didn't ask. I liked the thrill!
Do not think when is my release or how long til i'm unlocked. I recommend you just serve her as well as You can and let her decide when, and if, you shall be released. It's about serving the keyholder, not what us locked guys want but shouldn't have.