Today I was allowed a day of freedom. Freedom from the cage, freedom to masturbate, freedom to do what ever i wanted. It got me thinking, what is the 1 thing I miss most about not being locked up. It wasn't directly the release I missed, it was the act of making love to my wife. Even in denial there is plenty of sex and play time, but I'm always on such a hair trigger that I can't last the distance without the use of toys (to get her right on the edge) or numbing cream. So what did i do today? I masturbated 3 times to empty out and desensitize a bit so tonight I can actually make love.
I too miss being able to make love to my mistress like I used too. I just don't last like I used to especially when we do have PIV which is rare anymore. Thing I'm realizing though is its really just my own ego that is hurting. Mistress seems to be just as satisfied after we play whether it's PIV or not. nevertheless I totally agree that it's sometimes disheartening knowing you can't go at it like you used to.
That "Freedom" sounds like punishment to me. I am so much under Her control that for Her to let me have than much "freedom" would make me feel deserted and abandoned!
...being balls deep in my Wife/Mistress/Keyholder and pumping my semen into her then laying upon her and gradually going limp and popping out and then finally pulling away and seeing the viscous flow of our juice dripping from within her. ...and my staying power of which I had none in my only 2 orgasms which occurred in the last 4 years. allaboutHer
I know that feeling. The longer the denire gose on the harder it is to want to make love for a period. It gets to the point where as soon as you start you want to organs so you end up pulling out and your mistress is left feeling frustrated. Good luck tonight mate. Hope it'
We don't do super long denial periods but we make love about once a week on top of playing most days, just hubby stops before he cums (with a cute little sigh of frustration and lays his head down on my shoulder - so hot). I'd find it a big negative if we couldn't still do that.
I miss finishing work late at night and slipping into those latex sheath pants Queen bought me for christmas. I used to put a little lube in the end of them and having a cheeky bit of me time whilst the house was asleep. Alas, this is no longer hobby I will be able to enjoy again.
I find this thread interesting as a kh. It is something that I have feared. We are still fairly new in the world of chastity but I find that while some nights/days are more about the games of t and d others nights are very intense and passionate love making (he's just not aloud to orgasm). I don't think I could continue with chastity if we were unable to do that. I am glad that you were able to enjoy making love with your kh.