I have a online mistress that has locked me up for the first time (cb-3000) I have one day to go total 5 and Im so close to giving up. My Balls are so sore not for the device but from being edged and prostate massage.. If I decide to be bad and uncage myself I risk a humiliating punishment. For everyday I miss out of 5 I have to swallow my load 3 times a day on cam for her if I do not she has very incriminating pics and videos to post online to humiliate me.. Not sure what to do..How do I relieve some of this sexual tension/ball aches without release or should I just bite the bullet and swallow up which I hate!!
your online Mistress has probably put a great deal of effort into teasing you and trying to stop you masturbating. Surely you can do such a simple task of cleaning up your mess.
Hi Welcome and enjoy CM. @Mistress B as always is quite correct . Why should the world's trees be needed to supply you with kleenex ? You waste time fiddling with your boy bits but are not happy to get with the program to save the planet for the sake of swallowing a couple of tea spoons of your mess . You should stand in the corner hands on head for 30 minutes to think about how silly you are. Next time when you are online instead of typing big breasts or whatever , type dunces caps . Xx Wendy
I think your heading for being fitted with a steel device and locked for 2-3 months at a time like the real chastity bitch you will become. As such the only pleasure you will get is an anal prostrate milking and being forced to consume the dribbles you produce as your not going to ejaculate anymore like a man. So be prepared to be her bitch.
Oh dear...That was harsh.....was it not? I do still remember my first week...like it was yesterday. Frustrated and all alone. It was most important to me that I had the possibility to talk to someone. I am very grateful for that someone
I wasn't meaning to be harsh as a bitch I am supposed to be gentle now but just trying to help our fellow newbee into the wonderful world of chastity maybe with a few too many truths of where the poor chap may end up . For us it started as a game but oh my god its real now and the times I have wanted to get out to pleasure myself but not anymore and if mistress even suspects I long to have self pleasure its :spank:for me.
I might have missundestood. Anyway: All I wanted to say is that we have all been noobs I will welcome everyone to do these games. And I also know it is a big step for many. Off course it is hard. That is why we like it
Thanks for all your input! I failed and have been using my funnel with my legs over my head to please my mistress swallowing loads. I looks like she will be locking me up again for longer.
So I almost made it to 5 days for the first time. I know she will lock me up for more than that next time soon. What do you guys/girls think is a reasonable amount of time for my second lock up? I'm just trying to gauge whats in store for me next.
The funny thing about eating my own cum is that the idea turns me on big time, but when it comes to actually doing it...I just don't want it. However, I do have to admit that when I am ordered to do it and have no choice, I REALLY do it properly and leave no spunk behind at all. My Owner recently ordered me to stand next to her and to masturbate. She completely ignored me and focused on her iphone. I was getting close and asked for permission to cum. She said nothing, didn't even look at me, just put her hand palm up in front of me. I unloaded and was gasping, 'Thank you, Goddess, thank you' when she said "Kneel". She put the handful of cum to my chin and I knew what to do. I licked and lapped and cleaned all of my cum up. Sucking on her fingers was actually making me hard again. She finally looked down at me and said, 'Look at you, you dirty little bitch, getting excited from eating your own cum? Disgusting." I wordlessly got up, fetched a hot washcloth, and returned to my knees and washed her hand.
This where I am now. http://www.chastitymansion.com/forums/index.php?threads/my-journey-to-lock-up.15521/