sissymaid_honeydew

i'm engaged to MsLL. she has me in chastity. i clean Her house once a week on wednesdays as Her housekeeping maid. i love cleaning Her panty gussets on a daily basis!

we're working on a milking schedule, i feel Her decision to milk me or not, should be based on guidelines for my personality expression and maid service. there has to be some way to ensure Mistress has the tools needed - including an open line of communication - for a happy marriage!

MsLL strongly feels that i should be milked for medical reasons. i agree with Her about that. MsLL would like to milk me on my birthday next month. i don't know when the best time would be for me to ask Her to marry me (before, or after).

i feel it may be too soon to milk me after i asked Her to take me as Her sissymaid husband (wife). i think it should be put-off a month or more. OK honestly, i've been kept as a sissymaid for 20 years' prior and then some, i'm not used to being milked so often and i don't know what will happen if i'm milked too often. trouble is, i can;t define "Too Often" but i think we should start slow and take it from there. i'm nervous and anxious about being milked too often, i think it may deteriorate our relationship now that we;re engaged. on the plus side, MistressLL really likes my "clitoris sucking" and i'd like to continue doing that until we decide to switch things up a bit instead!