Mistress's_slave

sigh...where to begin?...In brief- i thought i had met the 'one'...Ms (or should that be Mistress?) Right...but she turned out to ms.Wrong...
Going through a divorce and the most important person to me...the most perfect part of my life is my son. He keeps me going, is who keeps driving me forward through the next week of work to the next time i have him with me again.
Ummm... a bit about me...im something of a romantic by nature but at the moment i'd say a jilted hopeless romantic because everything is a bit raw... i like films, reading, long walks in the country, real ale, good wine, i love cooking!!! I occassionally write poetry when something affects me. A past spent living and working in London as an actor and singer- have now retrained and am a fully qualified psychotherapist- though its best i dont do any couples work for the time being! lol. I like travel and like alot of people have a bucketlist of places i'd like to go, though now i have a child i've had to add Disneyworld/land to the list!
i am ...i'd say...95% sub sexually i would say...with capacity for about 5% switch...i have been dominant in the past but this does not come naturally tbh. i enjoy a vanilla relationship outside of the bedroom...but i enjoy a strong woman...does any of this make sense?....ok...i keep hoping that out there (*staring off into the distant misty landscape*) there exists such a thing as loving dominance and D/s relationship...not something that, once the mask is off, is about belittling another human being and attempting to break them down until they risk losing all sense of self-respect. Surely there is such a thing as loving BDSM, loving D/s and a Mistress who is not self-centred and selfish.

Lol. maybe not the best day to be doing my biography- as i said- pretty raw atm but i have to get this out of me, and i would like to meet people again and chat...to feel alive and experience some kind of community with people who might just 'get me.