Kylara

So because of it I pass the whole day in diapper, first time oustide with it. I feel so scared that every one sees it or see the bumpy it does.

Ah I see... Totally different from me. A few months back I had to unlock myself for a skin condition and I didn't even last an hour before I was jerking off again. So, I decided to stay locked permanently. I need to be.

Well as I am in FLR I follow her request and obligation even if it don't go into my own fantasy

I know what you mean. Gotta keep the Mistress happy at all times. As for me, what started as a means of self-control turned into an all-out addiction and now it's officially part of me. I'm well past the point of no return.

I have to re learn to wear it, we will see how the night goes. She send me back to diapers, a results of a bit too strong enema, I am clean but she prefers me to wear it. And I love it now.

be welcome, I found your profile interesting, I am so novice in BDSM

A nice reminder for the trip, particularly if the roads are bumpy :-)

I tried some moisture skin as ass lubrifiant today, interesting results and quite nice feeling. Very slippery. It is also good for sking, will try again soon.

I know how that feels. She once said she would unlock me. She unlocked it then with out taking lock off she relocked it and said I unlocked you never said I would let you out.

Yes, she is good at frustration, I am used to but I am actually sex starvation, but it is part of the game.

Yes it is a game and all you can do is enjoy the ride.

I just reached a whole month without release, myself. That's back to back full month sessions for me and I'm still going, hoping to graduate into the 2 to 3 month range.

will try to go for more time wife is OK for me to wank but I did not anyway

let see if he likes to see me again but on a monthly base it is possible, but wait and see

Thanks, he makes me really feel female, a stepstone in feminisation, next step try to go outside as a lady.

I was also caged under the dress, a bit scared someone sees it but apprently it is small enough to be stealth (it is a cobra).

I'm a bit of an exhitionist. If I was in your shoes, the risk of someone seeing under my dress would be part of the fun.

well it is also but I am a shy exhibitionist

I hope she will do it more and more as she keps me chaste and frustrated and found real pleasure in it.

Congratulations! You did very well

I am sure if you do well she will reward you :-). Mistress/wife and I havent had PIV long time..I am much better at taking care of her needs other ways now that will prob never have PIV again.

It is the idea I guess, since a few months she is not really interested in PIV anymore, she find it useless for her pleasure but agree me using a magic wand in my ass now instead. of course I need to do it myself.

I hope it works well for you

Hope its all what you both expect. Very exciting.

well she feminize me a lot then and makes me penisless for a full month and we will see if it makes her more happy but it is the case until now.

its like getting used to chastity. it takes time

i wear one for more than 13 years that is the same one you can see on my picture

it is not definitive but as i know her is will be step by set until permanent

Not very active actually, wife is still in menoposis. But my training still goes on.