Wife getting into long term Chastity

As you know my wife is very disabled and our Master/slave relationship idea is to help me serve her as a caregiver.

I sort of burnt out after some particularly strenuous medical issues and fell off the wagon. To the point that tempers flared and I was decidedly not submissive.

but more recently I felt the pull of craving dominance and humiliation again. I usually feel it after I blow up. Almost like my guilt shifts into a desire for penance. I know that’s not healthy but coping with caregiver fatigue is tough.

So lately she has been using verbal humiliation on me to great effect. Calling me a pathetic slave after me begging her to see me that way.

She told me I was to lock up for better submissiveness and so instead of jerking off I started a mantra where I repeat to myself, “I’m a pathetic Slave” while I rub my nipples.

so she’s aware of my mantra and one day she had me doing caregiver duties and I was complaining under my breath. She stopped me and said, “repeat your mantra “.

I repeated it several times and suddenly I was a happy slave The mantra took me out of selfish headspace and made me a horny slave.

she has now learned her words matter.

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Thank you.

While I was previously very invested in ruining my orgasms and humiliating myself by eating my cum in front of Master, now I'm not pursuing that goal and leaving my release up to her.

I want to see how far my chastity takes me and improves my submission for her. I want to be a true slave to Master and use all that sexual and humiliation energy to become a better slave and caregiver.

 

I’m hoping she steps up her verbal humiliation game but she’s pretty reserved. She is learning though.

 

She just did it to me! On camera