After ~ 3 months of being locked 95% of the time, I've been unlocked for the past month. Sir said I had no restrictions and I've been masturbating constantly like a pathetic bitch. We had an amazing session last week, where he let me worship his big cock, and swallow his huge load. Then he put a ball crusher on me, had me get on all fours, and beat me mercilessly with a paddle for almost 2 hours. My little dick was rock hard and leaking the ENTIRE time. He didn't touch it once. I was in heaven. Then I went home and got right back to jerking off. It's so pathetic. He just got back from a trip and I begged him to lock me back up but he said "not yet". He had to go to his boyfriend's place and get fucked for 2 days straight. He knows how bad I want to be locked and he's denying it just to torture me. I never thought I'd want to be locked this badly. I know I have no self control and need him to keep me under control so I can be a better sub. I'm 99% sure he's gonna lock me back up next week, and I think he'll definitely make me pay for all this freedom. I just hope he keeps me locked up for a very long time this time. /slaverantover