Well this week I had the worst Orgasm. After holding off for 45 days I found myself awake staring at the ceiling around 3:AM. What else to do, so got up and started looking around the web. I wasn't locked. Bad Boy!! Well I stumbled upon some pictures of cum shots and cream pies. Something I having had to seen in quite some time. The last 4 orgasms have been while locked and anal play. With only 7 orgasms for the year. So you can see where my weakness was coming from. But I didn't take matters into my own hand. I was setting at the computer in my nightgown slowly stroking it. Felt so good, I brought myself to the edge many times and knew I had to stop. Or else. So I pulled myself from the pictures and went back to bed. My wife felt me crawl back in with her. Rolling over to snuggle up to her hot water bottle as she calls me. Reaching for her play thing, see was happy to say at least, to find me not locked up and hard as ever. So presenting me with a special treat, I got to enter her from behind. Well since I haven't cum in quite sometime, and haven't been inside her in almost as long, it didn't take long for those feeling to cum to a boil. Just as I was going over the edge, it happen... A killer leg cramp.. The one that you just can't move it, all the time I'm squirting for only the second time this year with being free to do.. Oh my I was agonizing.. And didn't get to enjoy on bit of orgasming like a man. So now I have to wait till the next time. At least one month if not longer. Someday I would just like to have one like I think I remember. But then again, it may be something I never will have happen again.. Darn this thing called Chastity.. For the one's that don't know, I self lock and control my own keys. My wife supports and enjoys Chastity but not Mistress/Keyholder material. That's right I do this to myself!!! So till I have a orgasm to remember, I'm still looking at porn and wishing!! Missy Tanya