Not sure how you'll all feel about what happened to me today, but I'm on a total high, totally fucked and ecstatically happy with my day... so I'm going to share! Today started out bad. I've been feeling depressed and overwhelmed since I was accepted for the Masters Degree (drives me mad typing Masters, lol!) I'm trying to sort out the house, decorate kids bedrooms, struggle with money issues... I'm just struggling fullstop. I needed to fuck pet. I've been putting it off because he's been worried about cumming and crashing afterwards... but I really needed some closeness. We sort of fucked, but it just wasn't pleasing either of us and we gave up, frustrated, and found other things to do. After a little bit of decorating and feeling hungry (goodbye diet AGAIN!) I decided to take a trip to Tescos and get some pate. We chatted about various things and ended up having pate and toast in bed, and then snuggling up naked (mind those crumbs!) I unlocked pet and was desperate to be close to him and be fucked... but again we had issues about him cumming and stopped. By this time I'm climbing the walls, started to beg for it hard and fast and doggy style. pet tried for a minute or so, I was screaming into the pillow and backing myself onto him as hard as I could... he had to stop again. Soooooooooooooooooo frustrated I gave in and instructed him to get the strap-on... Minutes later and he was fucking me on all fours with all his might. Then things took a twist. He started to move my hands behind me so I was on my tummy... I instinctively held my hands behind my back as if they were cuffed. He then pushed my knees up so he could re-enter me and when I moved into the required position he said "good girl"... I was squeaking in pleasure... so he started to pull my hair and fuck me harder... I'm glad our neighbours are away because I swear I was groaning and screaming out loud when I came, hard, twice! I loved loved LOVED every minute of being out of control, and I guess pet realised that because he then asked if I wanted to try out the sleepsack. I just squeaked again... I was a bit lost of words in all this. I've never tried the sleepsack, I get a bit claustrophobic and stressy, but he ordered me into it gently, tied it up round my neck and asked if I wanted a hood. I nodded, and he put it on. BIG step for me, I'm not good with things over my ears! But all was going well. He started stroking my nipples through the lycra and I was going wild, I was loving it... and then he slipped a vibrator through the access hole, close up to my clit and started fucking me with it. I couldn't control myself, it was amazing! Then he really started to flick and rub my clit really directly, which I usually hate, but I couldn't say anything... despite not being gagged, I couldn't speak! My orgasm was so explosive and just outrageously powerful I was in heaven... It would be nice if that's how it ended, but unfortunately I lost control of my breathing and got into a MAJOR panic, started struggling, felt trapped and panicky... but pet was an angel, talked me through it, unwrapped me as quickly as possible and hugged me until I felt a bit better. The whole experience was overwhelming, and I don't regret it for a minute! I'm still hornier than I have been in AGES! I also feel I gained a huge insight into how it feels in the sleepsack, and what you need to do to a sub if they have a panicky flip-out! A wonderful afternoon! We're both knackered now!