northern Europe beginner sissy looking for help to improve

so i am a 24 years old sissy who made this account when i had been locked for a week and i remain locked but i am beginning to feel that i need a dominant to help me out and keep me going, i am looking for someone preferably in the north of europe to act as a keyholder and to improve my sissy confidence and appearance and to improving and deepening my submissive part. i would prefer something that starts online to build trust and confidence between us but will have an in person part to it eventually, i have a really hard time remaining submissive when i don't have anyone to submit to, someone to tell me when i am good and change me when i am bad.

this is the first time i write such a post so i am sure so just message me if there is more i can tell and show to convince you that i am the submissive sissy for you.