Much delayed hello! <3 Just wrote this as I have just commenced with a Journal thread. Starting off with some introductions and background. I am a nudist at heart (some aspect of exhibitionism, but mostly for the joy of nature and openness to be myself while exposed / vulnerable to others in a similar state), whom finds oneself living in a situation that requires clothes (more than I would care for). I would be nude 24/7 if such were permitted (likely with some accessories, like ankle and wrist binders, and collar & piercings). I have always got on better with women than men (in a social context, not a "ladies man" type situation). I spent most of my life thinking I had a small penis (later to discover I do not, not "flexing" just sharing a vulnerable fact), only to come into my sexuality possibly later than most. I came to terms with my enjoyment of anal play after my divorce (denied myself for many years, due mostly to circumstance and upbringing I would say.) I feel *INSATIABLE*, which has been a detractor at times. I take maca and zinc, to help with ED, which only adds to the insatiability. I am now with my Goddess (remarried) for several years, and often surprised with how open minded she is (having an unexplored kinky side herself). I worship at her alter in every way I can, as often as possible. I came into the idea of chastity by way of cock-ring play (high-stress work life == erectile dysfunction, which sucks). This set me up to be comfortable with having myself "bound", leading also to some side exploration of BDSM, and for the idea of "fitted" rings. Combined with a chance encounter into the "sissy" lifestyle (by way of anal play research, sissygasms), lead me to chastity. I am into the long-haul, and have little issue with self-denial (EG: orgasms). I can edge for some time and rarely pop. Long-term wear is of high interest to me, as it contributes to the "insatiable slut" aspect of myself.
A very warm welcome to CM and I am glad you have found a partner with whom you are at last able to enjoy your life to the full.
Thank you! Bit of a learning experience for both of us, more so since we are are now also parents. Good time to re-define / re-claim our sexual selves, and "re-introduce" ourselves to each other (slowly but steadily.) Looking forward to seeing where this leads. So far my Goddess seems to be coming to enjoy all the extra attention (plus getting used to checking my "scandalous" levels).