Women I find attractive go right up on a pedestal. My lusty thoughts would embarass them but they enslave me. I crave intimacy and sex. I would humiliate myself before them and beg to sniff their panties. Women have always found it very easy to manipulate me. They can see the lust building within me. They have no intention of satisfying my lust. Instead, they will put me to work for their benefit. My wife allows me to worship her asshole and sleep with her panties. In return, I had to give up sex. Years of helping her prepare for sex with a lover have forced me to always regard her as a Goddess. She is on a pedestal at all times. I am unworthy of sex with her or any other woman. marcus