I think I have a new keyholder!

So, after searching high and low, I was contacted by a nice lady, who wanted to see if we would be compatible. Let's call her T.

It seems we are, and she is writing up a contract for us.

My wife is heavily involved, and they are talking a lot. Actually, they talk to each other a lot more than T talks to me.

Anyway, I think this is the correct place to start a post, to post updates and such. I'll let yall know what happens! Wish me luck!

 

Yes, thanks. I'll keep everyone posted. She hasn't put me locked up yet, but has kept me from doing anything fun with myself, since Monday.

I think she has somethings planned for this weekend. We'll see.

I rolled dice last night. I didn't know what for. I rolled 2 dice (2d6). I rolled 4 and 1. She said 4x1 is the amount of orgasms I need to give my wife before I have one. LMFAO NEVER in my life of rolling dice, have I ever been happier to roll a 1! HAHAHA. D&D players know what I mean!

Anyway, we are on O-2! So, getting there.

 

Well, I'm back in my cage. I don't know for how long, which is a first for me. Yesterday was my anniversary, and I was put in by my key-holder, so I didn't get any "fun-time". It was weird, but that's the game.

Anyway, I got an orgasm Saturday, because I had given my wife 4.

 

PHEW!

Last night, I was told to roll 2 dice. I rolled a 4 and a 2. I was told that I would have to edge that many times, and then go back caged.

:O

So, before I tried before, I liked the idea of edging. A year or two ago, I tried a couple of times, but the pain got so bad, I couldn't stand it. My balls ached, and not the good kind of ache, but scary painful. So, I didnt' like the idea.

Also, I've never not known, how long I'm going to be caged. I don't know right now. She asked a few people, and they said to keep me caged for minimum, 2 weeks. The longest I've ever gone is 9 days, and that was working up to it. I have extremely high libido. The would break my record out the gate.

Nevertheless, I did as asked. I was to edge myself, counting the strokes it took to get there. 149, 33, 18, & 11. Then, I went back in. I was very scared I would start the ache, but thank goodness I didn't. I'm horny as I've ever been, believe me, but the ache isn't there, and for that, I'm thankful.

 

It happened today. I really don't have control of my orgasms anymore.



When I gave them up freely, I didn't feel like they were out my control. Today, I asked for an orgasm. I don't need one, in the painful sense, but I really want one badly.



I was told, "Maybe you should go cut the grass, keep your mind off it."



Man. It's what I've been wanting. It's what I've been searching for. She has control of them, and she can choose if I have one or not, and she is not letting me. PHEW! It's hot and frustrating!



Part of me is glad she denied me. That's what I'm after, but it's so difficult.



She said, "If I let you out and cum, it only lasts like 24 seconds. Then, you're disappointed, because you know you could have gone longer for me."

 

Oh man. I was told that I wouldn't be able to cum until April 15.

That would make my entire time 21 days. I don't mind going that long, but I figured I would be trained up to it, not on my first go, have to go 21 days. It seems impossible. An easy way to get discouraged.

I voiced my opinion to my key holder, but it's her decision. I would try, but if I couldn't make it, I would just have to not do chastity anymore. It's way too difficult to find a key holder, and then one that matches your specific kink enough, is even harder.

I was told to roll dice, and if I got doubles I could cum today. I rolled a 3 and 4. Ugh. with a 16% chance, I didn't figure. She told me to roll again, but I didn't have any hopes. 1 & 3. Figures, my luck.

Then, she must have felt bad for me, she said I could edge 1 time, and then cum. WHAT!? Oh man.

I would have to cum on my stomach and take a picture.

That's what I did. What a relief.

 

I put myself back in the cage immediately, only after 15 minutes out. My wife and I found out long ago, that I can't stay out. I don't know what happens. Maybe my labido is too high, but I get way to horny. I can't go more than 2 days not caged. The cage keeps me denied. If I stay out, I do not want to be denied. I'll stop. I'll quit wearing it, and I won't want to anymore.

My keyholder wanted to keep me out for a period, ( I don't know how long ). She said that she does that sometimes. I don't want to get her upset, or do things she doesn't like, but I know myself, and I can't stay unlocked, or I won't want to do any of it.