Hi ive been married twice and single now for about 9 yrs.and during this time I have grown more and more addicted to porn.I am submissive to women (Very Pussy Whipped) i have been more and more curious about the bdsm lifestyle and have been searching for a mistress to take control of my orgasms.being un educated about this search of mine andi have been scammed by two mistresses that i new were playing me. My stupid ass dick took over my mind and i paid more than i had trusting that they were lagit. how they swore up and down they were going to keep me safe and bla bla bla convinced me (my dick). that we were going to meet.and i would be trained and collared by them to be there slave. any nubs out there be very careful. dont fall into the trap i was stupid enough to believe.Now i have a third one that had me going and believing i was going to commit 100%. even sighned a contract but she would not verify who and were she was saying that this lifestyle makes the doms go by rules that the slave must trust the dom and commit first.There is no way in hell im going to do that again without knowing someone firstbefore purchasing training toys and contracts If any mistress wont verify is a scam if someone wants a slave then there must be a live interview first before any commitment to them is done. dont let them tell you otherwise because its BS any how back to Chastity i have been trying to lock my cock but cold turkey to an addict doesnt work trust me ive quite Smoking years ago the first time i locked my cock i could only last about 2 hrs before my pecker wanted to rip my balls off trying to get hard the next time i went 6 hrs but couldnt kick the excitement my dick was having i couldnt go soft and had to take it off after 6 hrs im going to go again tommarrow and shoot for 24hrs if i can sepperate my mind from my dick and relax and not be such a weekling to porn when im not locked my dick wants to stay soft like i have ED but as soon as the chastity goes on my dick Heads north running like its 15 yrs old again i cant remember the last time i was this arroused. it sucks to be me rite now all locked up and nowere to go Pantysoaker702
yes mistress i have so far i just wish i found this site weeks ago I just cant believe how turned on i Have been trying to stay in chastity longer and longer each time I want to pleasure a goddess with my mouth hoping to swallow every drop of pussy juice my tongue can get out of it hoping she would call my tongue her favorite toy. I first have to be able to stay locked and relax the dick in chastity so i can pleasure my mistress. and be teased without my balls ripping through my sack from my little dick straining to be freed from the cage. In fact Im scared shitless of the thought of losing control of my orgasms.
hello @pantysoaker702 and welcome to here and i hope you like it here as well. but really you shud not soak pantys cos it will smell.
yesterday I put the cage back on.it took at least 6 hrs for my dick to calm down . my ball ache like hell tho they haven't relaxed at all the chastity i have makes my dick crush into my balls between the ring and the angle of the cage just is really uncomfortable and my Blue ass balls A re not helping the situation its been a little over 24 hours and my nuts feel like there going to burst . not in a Good way at all like a balloon that has been blown up to the maximum then stepped on is how it feels. If im going to go any longer i need a different more comfortable fit around my balls.the pain was to much and had to remove it after 26 hrs. I only slept for a few hours last night . because of the pain in my nuts.Now I am looking for a better cage that doesn't put so much pressure on my Balls there are pics posted of my cage and swollen nuts. the ring is to small i thing because it is so hard to get around my dick and balls it isn't funny.I ordered one with 3 different size rings hopefully that will make the differance.For me this has been a huge hurdle to jump im used to beating my dick daily and now ive gone over 24 hrs helpless against the cage.Also i have removed the cage and havent played with myself and im not going to knowing what will happen if i do. Puting the cage back on my dick crushing my nuts the whole time.en off for a few hours but my nuts still ache keeping me in check that's all i have for now . I will keep the kinksters informed of my journey with SA (strokers anommyness) .