What is it about being locked up that becomes so addictive. I've only been locking myself up for short time but yet I find myself looking for another device(metal one).
Not sure, but it is definitely addictive (or should that be adicktive?). I think once experienced a true sub understands, even sub-consciously, that it is right for them and becomes a significant part of their life. I know it has for me, even though my Mistress chooses not to keep me locked.
What am I thinking , I put in a bid on a metal device on eBay. The addiction has taken hold with a vengeance.
I was addicted to chastity the first time I heard the lock click shut and I couldn't touch my clitty for the first time. On my, what a total turn on, well turned on as much as the CD would allow.
I never realized how powerful chastity was until the first time I handed over the keys. The trust the handing over control it was something very special.
That is a huge part of it for me. Our "new" relationship is built on trust, that she will take care of things, treat me fairly, etc. I will be true to my commitment and promises to her.
Well here I go again. I didn't win the auction on ebay, but I found another to bid on. Here's hoping I get this one.
I won the auction. I can't believe that I'm looking for more devices. I've only had the one for 3 weeks and I'm looking to get another one. What am I thinking?
Not only did I buy the one device but I bid on and won another device. I now have three devices and can only wear one at a time. I am truly addicted. What do I have to look forward to.
eight years now in a belt , without would be difficult and very uncompfortable ,, i would feel insecure !! reg. GWENY
This drug called chastity has taken hold of me with a vengeance. I now have 3 devices, I went out and bought a Realtors key safe, and started a session with emlalock.com.
I was that way after wearing it for the first complete week. Still don't feel "right", since Mistress chooses to keep me unlocked (for now). I'd gladly go back into a device long term if I could.
The session I started with emlalock.com, https://www.emlalock.com/?data[page]=friend&data[id]=yhcra82j7od4qeh, had come to an end and I extended it for an additional 1-2 weeks. I don't know at this point if I'll extend it again or not. I think at this stage of the game I don't know what it would be like without my device on.