Begs for forgivness

we love you susie! :love0038:

 

I stand in agreement with Susie, pain is just something I can't take either. A little for very short time is somewhat ok. And threats of getting pain, will get my attention quickly. I would like to say that nothing can put the stops for me, more than pain. While I enjoy chastity, and being made to push the envelope more all the time. I will draw the line on pain every time. Nothing kills the moment like it. Now I know, some of you love it and get your thrills from it. That's great, for you, not me.

Hope Mistress takes this at heart, Im for sure not asker her to change, or telling her how to do anything. But some people likes and dislikes are on different sides of the street. Limits should be honored, and respected, just as Mistress's commands. And a happy sub is a pleasing sub. I know Susie cherishes her visits with you and pet. And if any one needs someone, its Susie Q. She's been though more than anyone person should ever have to go though at one time in their lives.

Hope this finds you, Mistress Michelle and Pet in good spirits. You both are in are hearts, and wish an speedy full recovery. I know Susie would do anything for you both, but this seams to push her limits, for now. Maybe someday, sometime she will learn to love the pain as much as you enjoy giving it.

In my humble thoughts, Sincerely :anim_37: Missy Tanya

 

susie, you know that I would never do the 'pain' things, that is not my scene. That does not mean that I don't respect and understand people with a different view. I know you've been punished before in a 'safe' environment. All subs and slaves have the basic right for their Mistress or Master to respect their safety and if any task/punishment is too much for their charge then they must be able to recognise that and stop. Their sub/slave may wish to learn to accept that pain/task but I don't accept that any human being has the right to abuse another human being beyond their personal limits. maid katrin's Mistress was disappointed that she'd failed to stand in her new ballet boots and punished her, but She did not make katrin stand in the boots irrespective of her pain. It does not seem to me that you've anything wrong susie.. be strong and remember you're loved SOOOO MUCH on this site - hugs & kisses as always - kim

 

Hummm.....I do not know why I feel the need to clear this up but I do so here goes. First of all, I do not inflict pain on susie for the fun of it. susie enjoys her whippins so dont let her fool you. Second of all, while she was visiting I placed nipple clamps on her, when she complained of the pain they were removed. The next evening I tried it again, but it was too much for her so we removed them again. Last night I was in the chatroom with several of My Owned sissys and slaves, susie made a smart comment about the nipple clamps so I told her to put the pins on. A few minutes later I had to leave suddenly and did not shut down the chatroom so when I returned hours later I read up and see that susie had told one of My subs that she cheated with the nipple pins, that she couldnt bear to wear them. Now, I did not in any way expect her to leave them on the entire time I was away, and she knows that. But I do expect her to tell Me when shes asked to do something that she cannot do. susie had time to tell Me she couldnt do it before I left the chatroom but didnt. Thats all I have ever asked from any of My properties. Any of you that know Me know that I am not a cruel or mean Mistress, and I am sure that any of My Owned properties can attest to that.

So, all that being said, susie.....next time you cannot do a task set to you,
tell Me. I will not tolerate the words 'cheated' coming from any of My subs or sissys. Now susies punishment of the 100 sentances is not for not wearing the nipple pins, its for using the word cheated and not telling Me when she was asked to do something she couldnt do.
And I will be expecting you to finish those sentances this weekend susie....
Just so you know!!!

Mistress Michelle :sex020:

 

Thanks for the extra info Mistress Michelle,

I was wondering to myself if susie deserved forgiveness or not, because she hadn't said anything about the circumstance. It sounds like a bit of a mis understanding, as we're all so prone to on the internet. The lack of tone of voice and body language makes a very big difference to how people interpret what you write.

 

Oohh suzie, what a silly sissy you are. Your punishment is well deserved - even though i think you can call youself very lucky for not being punished for taking the nipple clamps off without permission. Be grateful that Mistress Michelle is such a caring and understanding Lady.
You know as a good sissy you must concentrate on pleasing your Mistress at all times. Why don't you train your nipples over a longer period of time so you will learn to stand them as long as Mistress Michelle likes. I know it will be hard and sometimes painful for you but who said that learning to be an obedient sissy is an easy thing to do?

With due deference to Mistress Michelle

maid katrin

 

That's a good way, sissy gurl. It is less important whether you succeed or fail in enduring the clamps for a longer time, first and foremost you need to show your Mistress that you are willing to try and push and exeed your limits to Her pleasure.

Good luck,

maid katrin

 

Dear Sweets

Dear Susie, I knew a new gurl would come between us, lol. What a lucky girl Lily is to have you enter her life. And what a wonderful addition you are to her's. She will bring happiness back into yours. As you know I understand the Ex's and problems they continue to bring back into our lives. And yes, you will always have a special place for them in your heart. After all you can't spend half your life with someone if you didn't love them. And for you, with it being so soon, it's so very hard on you. As time goes on, things will start working out for the better. As you have just started to find out with Lily by your side, with her tail wagging soo much that it's shaking her hole behind when you enter the room. That's love and you will soon start seeing it more everyday in everything. You already have a hole group of family here at the Mansion that care for you dearly. And others that are close to you, that luv you in their known way. And still others that are grateful to call you a friend.

I hope that I can call you a friend, an best gurl friend, as someone that I have come to know here lately and can only wish to get to know even more in the years to come. You have a heart of gold that you just don't find these days anymore. Like you going to a friends bedside to help in anyway you could. To you being there when family members are sick, to taking Lily into your home and giving her the love that she has lost. So see Susie you are special and needed. Please don't talk about not being need anymore. Now your making me sad. :sad0123:
Just take one day at a time and all to soon the better days will out number the bad days you have experienced. Springs right around the conner and Lily and you can go for walks around town. :chores016: then she can poop outside, instead of on your rug!!! Maybe even Susie can enjoy walking her???? Just think of Susie, T--t's and Lily taking a walk to the park for a picnic by the lake. Then all to soon November will be here!!!! Wish I was near you and could join you for a picnic. But that's right you have wings under that blouse. So every sunning day I will be watch for you flying over :character0028:and coming to visit me.

Hold your chin up high and start smiling, but most of all continue to be the special person you are, my dear friend:love0014: Love Missy Tanya

 

Wow!

Not sure what to say other than hugs and Margaritas to all who need them! :character0100:

It's ok susie... we all need to blow off steam sometimes, and remember, Mistress Michelle has your best interests at heart! :manga_love: