I’ve been locked since I got my new device last Wednesday. I’m self locked until Sunday when my Sir is going to lock it on. He told me earlier this week that I could cum Tuesday night. At first I was very excited because I was insanely horny when he told me and I know I won’t get the chance again soon. All week I’ve been getting used to the new cage (Contender with PA lock from MCN). It is extremely comfortable and I’m now positive I can wear it indefinitely. Well I woke up insanely horny and had that 2 second moment between waking up and remembering I’m locked. I reached down and felt the cage and it just felt so right. Like it was finally how it was meant to be. The later it got the more I started dreading unlocking to cum. But sir told me to so that’s that. I unlocked, used my biggest dildo, and jerked off for 45 mins. It was almost like my body knew I shouldn’t be doing it. Eventually I came like a firehose. Spraying what felt like gallons of cum. It was instantly disappointing. Afterwards I felt guilty and pathetic. I couldn’t get the cage back on fast enough. Feeling better now that my dick is back where it should be and hopefully I won’t be let out again for months.
I know exactly what you mean, except for the cumming bit, I am dreading when my Mistress tells me to cum.....I don't want that after cum feeling that always happens. I also reach down in the morning and touch my cage....it feels normal and it's just ment to be....I do want to orgasm again but only when I can have a full body orgasm....similar to a woman. I never again want a tug and spurt like an animal. Women have such better more intense orgasms.....thats the kind I want!
Well tug and spurt only feels good after you have done it 12 or more times after being locked for so long one little spurt is not enuf