We had a nice dinner tonight and we were chatting while I cleared the dishes. It's rare that we have time to actually sit down to a meal together, due to our scedules so we usually talk each others ears off, at least she does. I love to listen to her stream of consciousness. It's so full.of little jokes, observations, sexual.inuendo and beautiful optimism. Anyway, she was sort of quiet and hesitant, so I asked what was up. I had six days before being unlocked and she said she'd like me to stay in until at least another 30, if not 60 days. I think I kept a good poker face, but wanted to cry. I've become used to and even learned to enjoy my confinement, but I'm about ready to lose my mind and the pressure is unreal. 54 days without an orgasm, ruined or otherwise. I haven't TOUCHED MY OWN PENIS IN 54 DAYS! When it's out, my hands are restrained. Anyway, I held it together while she explained that she read somewhere that the crash is less if your dopamine and hormone levels are as high as they can be. The prolactin is metabolised faster. She'd like to get it really high (my bloated testicles ache at the thought) and then experiment with intervals between otgasms to find the proverbial sweet spot. She said I'm not in trouble and it's not for her kicks. ( a fib, but that's OK. as I like to make her happy, even if my groin objects) This is coming from a person who really enjoys intercourse. It shows how much she loves me that she will go without (not totally, unless FREQUENT oral and manual doesn't count) something she really enjoys for a long period of time to optimize my mental and spiritual well being. I love this chick more than anything on earth! I said OK. (as if I had a choice, but it was nice of her to let me pretend I did) So, 6 more days just became 36-66. I think I'll take up oragami or I might start crying tears of semen.
After 45 days locked and denied, it is my option that longer lockup’s result in harder crashes. My wife agrees and I am afraid of being locked forever. After all, who wants a grumpy sub? I would like to know more about her theory.
My madam also agrees that the longer the lock up the bigger the crash, this is why I only had my first O in over 18 months last week.