So we made it thru day 6 of 24/7 lockup and had an awesome play session that night. Started with me orally servicing Ms Angela , then an intense round of caged pegging, which definitely had me leaking. Ultimately culminated with some unexpected, but much needed, PIV. Then right back in to lockup, which was kinda tough.
The next evening, as she was upstairs getting ready for bed, I texted her, asking if our current arrangement was for me to remain locked up unless “needed” or did she have a release date in mind? She responded with “no questions”. I told her I was just trying to wrap my mind around where we stood, but got no response.
So things went severely south on the last attempt. She basically lost interest. This time feels different in every aspect. We have just completed our first week of lock down, with one welcomed release mid way for PIV. In the past I have always had access to an emergency key....that’s gone. When I asked how long I would be locked up, the answer was straight forward. Always...unless I need you free. When she set me free for play, she went first (normal) but she also went last. After I had gone, she gave a simple command....”get down there”. I didn’t hesitate. After she had orgasmed again....she pointed to the cage and said pointedly, “Lock it up now and give me the key”. I have been in lockdown since, despite frequent flirtations. I asked her today if we had really gone to full time lockup... her answer was a simple “YES...”
Made it thru day 9. Due to the short cage and numerous erections every night, the ring began making me raw behind my scrotum. Pretty sure being out in the cold weather played a part as well. Taking a day or two off for recovery, with her blessings of course, then back into lock down.
Cold weather and tight sac will test the best ring setup. I use a bit of electric blanket to keep jewels warm and sac loose. Definently helps.
So things start back up in the morning. No time line...no end date. Free when she needs me...locked when she doesn’t... :0
So tonight was definitely an UP. After her shower Ms A allowed me to massage her, “come hither”, and go down on her until she went. She evidently didn’t even consider setting me free which really surprised me. God knows I wanted out! I suggested we do this every night she has me locked down...she agreed wholeheartedly and insinuated that we will be doing this a lot. I may need a bigger cage.
This is beginning to feel quite real. After she worked out tonight, she allowed me to go down on her and told me to go away. Earlier today, I asked her if she would allow me to go. She responded with, weekend after next. That will be 3 weeks....my normal is 3 days. I’m already feeling it after just one week. Someone please tell me this gets easier!
Wow...the last couple of days have been a challenge. Today was tough for sure. Morning wood that started around 3:00 AM and wouldn’t go away. Once it did, Ms Angela made a point every few hours to make sure I got another. I asked her this evening if there was any chance she would give even a partial pressure release. Her response was to bite me on the neck, and play with the cage thru my shorts until it was rock hard and very painful. After I had settled down she did it again...and stated... ”No and Stop Asking. You won’t like the consequences.” She is really embracing the role of being my key holder and domme. Actually she is seeming to enjoy it maybe a little too much? It’s gonna be a very long night.
You do get used to feeling horny constantly, but it makes you see your KH in a whole new way. Also, what once was non erotic becomes erotic. Even when my wife demands non sexual things from me, I have a sudden rush of unsatiated pleasure. Makes you feel like you are back in junior high, when it seemed everything and anything would give you an erection. Semen does need to be expelled after at least a month, by milking, ejaculation, wet dream, prostate massage, ruined O. Although the science on this is very unclear, fluids designed to be channeled out probably should be at some point. Can be done without drop in performance or your submissive.
I appreciate the words of encouragement. It’s worth noting I’m on weekly treatments of Testosterone and HCG, so your reference on teen hornyness rings true for certain. So same situation this morning. Morning wood of and since about 3:00 AM and increasingly erotic dream each night. Odd thing, about one of the dreams last night,is that I was caged in the dream as well!
Squeeze out a pee and try to get back to sleep. It does get easier with time. 6 months from first lockup and I'm pretty much used to it. Coconut oil around the base when it is pushing out after you pee then push and pull it all back into place. It helps settle me and the burning sensation goes. Hold it tight against your groin until the erection subsides, don't allow it to slip forward as it goes limp
Been using Cetaphil behind the base ring but will give coconut oil a try! The burning behind the scrotum has been the biggest challenge. I’m wondering if the HCG treatment is making this more difficult than would be normal. Since starting it, I feel great but produce,what’s for me anyway, abnormally large loads when I am allowed to go.
While out working in the shop today, Ms A made a point to come out there and play with my cage until I was hard, laughing the whole time, and then went back to the house. We were both busy today but I had hoped for some play time tonight....pressure is getting pretty intense. When I asked this evening, she said MAYBE next week. When she went to bed, she made a point to reaffirm that locked is my new normal...but she will “unwrap it”, from time to time, when she needs me. I really really need to go...
I have to say, my wife is truly a classic beauty. I clearly hit a home run when she decided I was worth her time. I knew she was special the first time I met her. As she gradualy moves closer to taking control, she only becomes more beautiful. Her beauty casts a spell on me, her scent literally drives me crazy. I probably won’t make it to heaven...but she is truly my heaven on earth.