First off glad to be here For the last five to six years my wife has only granted my little dick ( I'm only 4" erect) access to her beautiful big wet pussy two times a year. It's in May around my B-Day and again around Christmas. Usually I make her orgasm by a vibrator or rubbing my dick on her pussy based on what she prefers that day. It always starts out with my rubbing my little dick on it, and if I'm not anywhere close to getting her off she'll make me use the vibrator. I get to orgasm by either jacking off or if she's feeling generous she'll let me fuck her hand. She'll hold it on my dick while I lay on my back and if I want any stimulation I have to thrust my hips or basically fuck her hand. At first I used to get frustrated about not having access to her pussy, but over time I've learned to understand that this what I need. I'm a chronic masturbator at one to two times a day and require chastity to control my little dick I'd like to work up to long term chastity and only be released when I get PIV, but she has concerns about health issues. Currently my length of chastity is dependent on a roll of the dice. She rolls two dice and then a third. The third is a multiplier option. If it comes up even then I'm locked 2-12 days depending on the roll. If it's an odd number then the two dice are multiplied so I will be locked anywhere from 2-36 days. On the first roll ever it was 10 days with my release this morning. My wife/KH went for a manicure this morning and released me to jack off. As soon as she left I couldn't wait to jack my little dick. Cum erupted from my dick before I was even completely hard. It was actually anti climatic and my dick felt like it was missing something so I cleaned and locked myself back up. We actually never discussed the terms in regard to duration of release or how many orgasms I would be allowed to have before being locked back up. When she returned from her manicure. and after some brief conversation she rolled the dice. Came up a six and a five, she just giggled. Then she rolled one of the die and it was an odd number and she giggled even more and commented "That's what you wanted" and gave me a kiss. Now I'm without an orgasm for 30 days with a release of January 28th
Hi Rob! Firstly welcome to the Mansion and thanks for posting! Quick question, what do you mean by PIV?
OK, had the 1:30 AM wake up call last night with my little dick straining in the device. Does it ever stop?
Nope it only gets worse. Could barely sleep last night - finally had to ice myself to cool it down. Day 19 for me today ...
Had an interesting last night and day today. I woke up times with my dick straining in the cage. Then today at work my CB-6000s slipped off my dick. , Had to figure out how to get it out of my underwear before it fell out which obviously would have been embarrassing. Made a dash to the bathroom and shoved it in my pocket until I could get to my jacket. Back home and locked back up. Found my dick missing being locked since it was free for about eleven hours. Now I'm worried about future unexpected releases. I guess I need to go to a smaller ring, but when I do it's extremely uncomfortable? Any suggestions will be appreciated.
well i have found that playing with spacers and ring size combinations is all you can do . but for me what fits one day does not always fit the next which is frustrating for me kh but i try to keep her enformed and really they are not that secure , from what i have read and had happen .
@LilRob you must get used to a smaller ring. It may be uncomfortable but time will lessen the discomfort.
Went down to the 1-3/4 ring and the next longer spacer. So far it's not bad, other than the usual pre-ctum dripping from being locked. We'll se how I do through the night.
Feeling much more secure and slightly more comfortable in the smaller ring when my little dick isn't straining in the cage. Unfortunately my horniness isn't making me do rational things like watching interracial cuckold videos. :spank: I just love this stuff, and fantasize that one day my wife will fuck someone and make me watch while I'm locked up. Mmmmmm
I am the same. Just had to put a larger spacer in because my scrotum was being pinched. It is amazing that now that I am aware of my genital area, how much fluctuation there can be in size throughout the day and/or week. I also need to take it off for a day or two and when I shower to prevent skin problems. I will never win any challenges or contests.
Woke up to a nocturnal erection as usual with pre-cum soaked underwear. This is day 5 since my last release or about the time I was horniest in my previous sentence. For any sort of relief or satisfaction tonight I've been scooping up the pre-cum and licking it off my finger. While scooping it up I've also been running my finger around the circle of the base ring wishing for some small penis humiliation. . Not sure why I really crave this when I'm really horny, but I do. Luckly over time my wife has come to accept this and give me what I need, unfortunately I don't think she'd appreciate a wakeup with an "make fun of my small dick" attached? So in the meantime I contemplate getting a toy out for some anal relief and maybe for some cum to lap up? I'm posting since its more productive than what I was doing a few minutes ago? As a side note, the smaller ring longer spacer has seem to have done the trick. Yesterday, it was like there was nothing on at all.
Day 7, 23 more days until I have a full orgasm Yesterday, I was over the top horny with a severe case of blue balls. Not literally, they just ached and needed some release. Since I'll be going out of town on business I was allowed my first ruined orgasm. Couldn't believe it, just like in the videos, a little stimulation and cum just oozed out of my little dick without any pulsations or pleasure that one gets from a real orgasm. I then had to clean my mess up. This is something that normally I find repulsive, but still being hard and horny it was easy for me to lap it up with the hope of some more stimulation or hope that licking my own cum up would bring some relief in an intrinsic fashion. My initial reaction was that it was salty and seemed to turn creamy as it slid down my throat. Discovered it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but I was and still am horny. The release of fluid did help with some of the discomfort I had, whether real or perceived? Had a conversation with another member yesterday. Gave me some good advice about putting together a list of Goals/Events that I'm looking for and have achieved. I'll have some time later this week and will put it together and post when complete. One of my goals is to eventually be cuckolded. I experienced this when I was younger before I met my wife and enjoyed it. I have begged my wife for years to cuckold me but to the best of my knowledge never has. Which brings us to back to yesterday. She started to send me texts hinting at Cuckolding. This is something she has been adamant about not doing, but knows it gets me excited. She has told me before that I won't like it, and if she starts she's not going to stop. Since she can be a little OCD, I believe she won't stop if it's something that she enjoys. But still the thought makes me strain in the cage. The texts all transpired in the evening before I was going to go to bed. I imagine they were a result her observing my internet activity during the day and knowing what gets me going to help me get through the night.
I love the idea of being whipped until my back and butt are bleeding and raw. The reality was not as much fun and I never repeated it. You do what you want but everyone we know that has engaged in cuckolding or swapping have been divorced and remarried several times. Women form emotional bonds with their lovers. It is genetically hard coded and no matter what is agreed upon, it happens. People break marriage vows all the time so any after marriage agreement is not worth the paper it is written on. Just be careful and do not believe all the cuckold tales you read on the internet. Most of it is pure fantasy.
Yea.....that might be what she is trying to communicate with "You won't like it, and once I start I'm not going to stop"? I have been cuckolded before, but I didn't have the same emotional attachment as I do with my wife of 19 years. Its just the thought of her moanig while being fucked by a big cock while mmy little dick is locked......well puts me over the edge. maybe for our 20th?
For me it's just one aspect of small penis humiation. I like that I've been denied access to my wife's pussy and need to take a vibrator to it, and now I'm locked and denied orgasm. Even though I'm sure there are men who are locked, denied, sissy's, cuckols or any combination of with large penis, I'm not sure I would enjoy the same kink/fetish if I were born with one
Day 22 Yesterday, was a good day. Wife ordered a new swimsuit to start tanning for our anniversary. My dick was oozing from picturing her tan lines and fantasizing about the thought of her fucking someone on our trip as a gift to me. Today is different story. My balls are sore, porn and most things that are my kink aren't doing anything for me. I'm sure on the 28th I'll be jacking my little dick like crazy, but question whether that will offer me the release or comfort I'm hoping for? On one hand I almost don't want to do it for fear of the let down and probably more agony, on the other I have to do it to find out. 8 days to release and hopefully orgasm?
LilRob, Since you brought up tanning, and like the idea of being humiliated, maybe you should also get into the tanning mode. I took my submissive for a few bed tans, then a spray tan, right before a vacation. But what he didn't expect was to be wearing a two piece bikini suit that I had made for him, that included strap on the sides of the bottom, and shoulder and a back strap for the top, with nice 1-inch tan lines. I had him wear a mens speedo swim suit, that was smaller that his bikini bottom, and a tee shirt to the beach. He was terrified as I removed his shit and oiled his back, then had him oil his chest as we lay in the sun. Then time to head to the ocean, as he drew some stares on the way in...and even more so on the way back to the beach. It was such fun, and with a girlie sun hat as well. I told him to walk 2 to 3 steps in front of me each time, so he would feel even more alone, and so I could tease him within voice range. He now goes for a bed tan once a week until the weather warms up, then it's a half hour each side, three times a week on our patio with the bikini. He'll get another spray tan before my friend's fetish party in February. I think you need to have your wife read this...let me change that. Make sure your wife reads this !!! Mistres Suzan
Just a quick update I never made 30 days. Due to the difference of work schedules between my wife/KH I'm unsupervised when cleaning. On day 27 I was washing my little dick in the shower and the cleaning made me aroused. I thought (without permission) to give myself a ruined orgasm into my hand and lap it up. Obviously I went to far in many ways and the next thing I know my semi erect little dick was pulsating and I had just had an orgasm. I of course lapped up the cum from my hand, but felt like such a pussy that I didn't make the goal that was set for me. Ironically, I'm currently on the honor system. I ordered sizing rings from MM and have been testing them. With the CB-6000S I had worked my way down to the 1-3/4" ring. Going to a solid ring has been a challenge. I instantly went to the same size sizing ring as I was wearing with the CB. After some trial and watching YouTube videos of how to insert my penis I came to the conclusion that no way was I going to fit. I had a hard time inserting myself into the largest sizing ring, but after it fell off less than an hour latter it was obviously too big. Moving forward I was finally able 3 days ago to get into a 1-7/8" sizing ring. I knew it was too big based on how far I could get my finger under the ring. Seemed OK while wearing it, but yesterday one of my nuts slipped out while I was out and about. Determined to succeed I was able to get into the 1-3/4" sizing ring yesterday after about 20 minutes of trial. It's not too small, just think that I'm not accustomed to inserting my dick into a solid ring? Anyway, going to try to go out and get a stainless 1-3/4" ring today and try wearing it to next Saturday when I'm allowed to have an orgasm. Wife said we might get a room at a hotel so I might even get PIV or at minimum a hand job if I'm good? Originally I wanted a Steel Heart since it looked "Manly" but have concerns about hygiene since I can't be trusted to clean myself. I think now we're headed in the Jail Bird direction to deny me any access.
Been some time since I've updated. So proud of myself today. Was able to fit into a 1-5/8" ring today. When I started this journey it seemed like a 2" ring was impossible. Worked my way into 1-7/8" then the 1/3/4" seemed easy to slide into and was in that for a long time, but it seemed easy to slide my finger between the ring and my scrotum. As far as orgasms. We've seemed to settle on once a week as out routine. Just enough to make my little dick horny as hell, drip pre-cum all the time and shoot a big load. My wife is also being more receptive to Cuckolding. She had me buy her sexy underwear that I'm not going to see. It's for if she decides to take on another lover and they will be for that encounter. Even if doesn't happen it's made me so F-in horny. Mmmmm