Soon to be Keyhoarder

Upgrade #6 I made two locks, one for the keepers and one open to everyone. I'm holding 15 keys at the moment and my bracelet have already a few charms.
There's no doubt I already have a favorite TheGoodToy is German, on his thirties and it's obedient in a way I never saw before, I feel lucky already
I don't have big expectations about most of them, a few made my proud one way or another! But about how many will stay after the novelty is gone? Three maybe! Five if I'm optimistic

 

Update #7
A lot of ups and downs here! Is impressive honestly, my lockees: ghosted me, try gaslight, try topping from the bottom and probably the worse deception was the guy with two Mistress. What's wrong with this people?

On the other side I already have deeper connections with some of my subs, I know which buttons press to make them loose their mind a little bit. I'm loving the bonding and the complicity! Also take them to explore new sensations and experiences. And the role of the wife's with those who are married! *chef kiss*

I've been learning a lot! About what turns me on and what seduce me, I would prefer irl play partners but I'm glad I gave myself the chance to experience all of this an Locktober is not even midway yet.

I'm still not sure what I want to do with all of this, I'm thinking on charge a tribute at least at the very beginning to consider someone! Is so exhausting to properly get to know a new sub for them waste my time! Maybe I should keep the ones I have and try something else when each of those chapters is closed.

I still have enough time to figure it out!

 

Update #8 I definitely need to keep a small selection! I'm probably too kind and that's why it became so draining. My final goal it's to find someone like the subby boyfriend I used to have but emotionally/ mentally stable this is just some Locktober fun and I should end it as soon the mont ends.
This shot superpasses me! I understand the Mistress who stay low contact and every Keyholder who charge for her time!!!

I don't know if this guys are unlucky or if it's me: someone have depression and need new meds, someone is grieving his father, someone else's friend unalive himself; also people with social anxiety, bipolarity, porn adicction, poor impulse control and of course low self-esteem.

I'm not saying all are like that but this month has being full of peculiar experiences. I already have some ideas about how to pick the ones I keep, probably based on their initiative, how much they know me and how much they sacrificed to please me.

Wish me luck!

 

Half of the way here! Update #9

I'm over the moon! Right now I have 11 subs, probably i'll keep 8 of them long term and play IRL with 4.
I feel very lucky to be honest, with many of them the connection is awesome! Being demisexual I knew it would take time to connect and enjoy the online dynamic but I'm finally there.
It has been a great experience to know and understand my limits and preferences, SSC it's a must! Feminization it's something I enjoy on my terms, definitely a praise kink, foot fetish doesn't bother me, I'm not a Brat Tamer kind of Mistress, high interaction makes me happy! And over all I really love mindfucking

I'll be annoyingly picky from now to take new subs, flexibility on that took me to undesirable connections! Also I'm not trusting on the common sense of the applicants, specially if they don't come with a recommendation of their previous Keyholder.

 

#10! My personal life is keeping me more distracted from my keys but I trust they're getting more than enough attention and teasing.
Definitely the best of all this experience has been the chance to explore with very different people! I'm overwhelmed specially early in the morning and last hours of the night, I'm not open to accept anyone new until this ends and it's definitely helpful. I'm glad just after this I have a long holiday in my home country, I'll need time to recharge

 

Update #11
I'm my vanilla life I'm a relationship anarchist but in my kinky life hierarchy can be really useful, subbies are often asking who's my favorite and why. There's always some rivalry, I hope it can make them better subs and not to be reduced into a ego competition.
I have 9 subs at the moment, four of them are the ones I would like to keep long term.
Luckily not everything will stay online and I'll be able to meet some of them irl to play s little bit.

 

I've been playing with a lot of subs the last eight weeks, I learned a lot! About what I like, what turns me on, how to find my own buttons and the ones on my toys, what's unacceptable for me and what kinks are more appealing! I even change my mind about some soft limits.

At the moment I own 9 keys, almost all of them in my time zone and age range, this is the longest lock for 7 of them and many of them are experiencing some things by first time, specially cum accidentally while sleeping or doing a tasks (of course that have a punishment, one is extra week if they were awake)
Now I would say my main kink is not Keyholding, is definitely mindfucking! Right now my subbies are doing a long list of tasks trying to persuade me to open their lock tomorrow but the most relevant thing about this is... All of them want to be locked again immediately after that!
It took me a lot of time and effort but I think I have a cute little army at the moment to have fun the coming months, if they are lucky enough the next few years. Thanks to my readers, I hope you had some fun seeing the other side of the coin.

Xoxo

 

I've been there for six or seven weeks and if I learned something it was to not investing a lot of time at the very beginning because it could turn into a huge waste of time. Have you considered personalized locks are not public? Or there's other tools as Keyholder like Obedience or a ton of wheels available online? Maybe you're right and I'm just lazy