Hi All, Where do I start. Up until a few days ago Sunday 26th September 2021 I was a typical single submissive man. I would wank 3 to 5 times a day and watched a lot of porn. Also I have a vivid imagination as well. So I would read a lot of bdsm stories. Also it doesn't take much for me to get aroused. I have looked in to chastity and bought a cage but it's hard to self discipline. I find it anyway. Too use to drop off the wagon and go back to my normal ways. I would tell myself I can start properly tomorrow but my weakness would get the better of me every time. So the cage would not stay on longer than a few hours. After speaking to Mistress she agreed I definitely had to and needed to be put in chastity. She said I am surprised its not dropped off. Lol. I have been speaking to Mistress and she has helped me do almost 48 hours. Thank you Mistress for that. Obviously I found it very hard trying not and wanting to play with tiny (that is what Mistress decided to call him). Also tiny was hard virtual the whole time in his cage. Tiny was doing his very best to try and bust out of his metal cage . Mistress didn't help either. Lol. ( I did like it tho don't tell her. Lol). I also found that Mistress sending any message would trigger tiny off. Also the knowing that I was not in control of tiny anymore and that Mistress was now my owner. Or is on the way too owning me. I found it just heightened my arousal which didn't help me. I know half of the problem is having a dirty mind. I have a master lock bluetooth lock box key safe. So that my chastity keys can go in it. Which I hope will help Mistress in having full control over tiny and me. It will also stop me from being tempted to go back to my old ways. This a message is to thank Mistress for taking time out of her busy life and helping me change my naught ways. Also I am looking forward to seeing how our relationship develops. Not sure tiny is looking forward to it. Lol.
Glad you found the way to make chastity something that will work for you. Is is helpful to have someone to guide you as well. Good luck and enjoy.
Does anybody find they dribble a lot? Mistress has said I need to get panty liners. There has been a bit of a mess in my knickers from tiny. I will be getting some panty liners today. I need them.
Wasting all your free time on porn and erotica is worse than having a quick wank. Maybe she needs to find a way to get you to the gym or on a bike or doing healthy hobbies that don’t involve anything erotic?
"dribbling" ? You'll have to elaborate, if you are referring to pee, this is a physical thing to do with chastity since you now can't 'shake it' after peeing. If you are referring to 'goo discharge', you've always done this, just haven't 'noticed'. Your body creates 'goo' and if your body is 'working' properly, it will continue to produce, and every now and then 'purge' some to make room to produce more. Shouldn't be all the time, but also should actually happen.
Yes definitely I’m not sure what it is about being locked up, but I leak a lot. It’s either the physical or the mental aspect or probably both. I’ll leak even a day or 2 after having an orgasm when I’m locked. Unlocked no way I drip like that. I love leaking while caged. It’s one on my favorite things about chastity
It's been 61 days of hell so far. MistressNicx. Hopefully Mistress will allowed me soon. Fingers crossed anyway.
I do try to keep myself busy so I am not so horny but sometimes I feel it like it only makes it worse. My mind can wonder or I see something that can trigger me off.
Fingers crossed its not triple figures and my Mistress allows me to cum soon. Its been a long 61 days so far for me.
Been thong shopping with my Mistress today. Mistress picked 4 nice Calvin klein thongs for me and Mistress said I could orgasm tonight as well. I have been looking forward to that. I have to admit.
happy for your for embarking the great chastity journey... happier still that you have found a mistress to discipline you along... its remarkable to have someone tagging along the long and winding road... yes, the dick was such a joy to self-pleasure with.. as well as the curse that obsesses the mind and drains the energy from the body... it was a love-hate relationship with me.. until it belongs to someone else now...the wife.