Heightened senses and crazy desire

Selfishly, more energy. And the hope of more consistent sex even if it is only once per month on a schedule. At my stage, I can go without for extended periods of time if I know an o is coming soon. I think adopting chaste lifestyle will help me in this way. Oh, and a little behaviour modification/more attentiveness. And I do like the more frequent deep convos we have.

I also feel there is more depth to myself, having researched flr, matiarchy etc.

 

My challenge is that it’s increasing my labido significantly higher than my wife’s/KH. As a result, I’m accidentally bugging her too much as my mind gets more kinky and “out there”… sexually…. Sigh

 

How frustrating for you. Ive found mine has dropped a bit and horniness levelled somewhat, but that since I injured my pecker a couple weeks ago. But Im ok with it. It was driving me crazy.

 

Her confidence. Seeing it grow has been the most wonderful benefit.

I think through the first part of our marriage, I must have destroyed her confidence, or maybe she never really had confidence. Either way, that shitty husband is history, and her new husband (the new me) is seeing her confidence bloom, and is very proud of (and respectful of) her growing confidence.

 

I too am blessed to have found a goddess/wife who enjoys this lifestyle and has grown over the last 20 years to have embraced the femdom FLM lifestyle more then I could have ever imagined. I might not like or agree with some of the things she does to me, but I would never trade it or want it to end. To be able to give yourself totally to the women you love and worship makes me feel I’m luckiest man out there. I know my Alpha Vanilla male friends would think I’m crazy and would probably de friend me. But this our lifestyle and I’m married to the most important, beautiful women and friend in my life. So I could really care a less what others think. I will serve her until my death.

 

Well said sir - EXACTLY the same here.
I cannot get enough of my Goddess' @n2toys scent, taste, feel, laugh/chuckle, smile, eyes, nose, hands, hair, nails, boobs/nipples, pussy/clit, etc... We end & start every day in bed with intense hugging/cuddling with Her often teasing the hell out of my nipples and caged cock; I'm always begging to eat Her and LOVE when She'll respond "You have 2-minutes" - often 2-minutes is a cliché and I'm allowed to taste & huff Her Pussy for much longer; bonus when She'll allow me to break out the Hitachi and She goes over the edge. She sometimes comment "Are you huffing My pussy? (and chuckles)".

My infatuation has gotten so intense that out one night when out at a local bar for a school reunion my friends wife commented to my Goddess "I wish my 'husband/name' looked at me the way Steve looks at you"

 

Ahhhh ...

Well done, mate.

 

I couldn’t agree more Little Bitch.. this lifestyle has made our relationship so much better in hundreds of ways, it’s bought us closer emotionally to. I also love how honest and open we are with each other now.. no topic is off limits and there are absolutely no secrets between us. Having you so submissive to me is a huge turn on and I love every second of it. M x

 

Hey you two, get a room already!

 

Thanks. And to add to the flames during that night my Goddess shared our secret while all four of us were standing around; my friend was off to my other side so didn't hear the conversation directly; ZERO doubt his wife informed him later.

All my Goddess did was hold up Her key She keeps on Her necklace and my friends wife knew immediately what it was for, her response was 'I love that shit' and proceeded to ask my Goddess more about it. It was surreal, in a good way.