I have been interested in chastity for as long as I can remember. All the way back to high school, I would always encourage my girlfriends to tease me. It was long enough ago that we didn't really have words for it like BDSM or Femdom or FLR, but when I think back I can see that was always the dynamic I was drawn to. My earliest sexual fantasies all involved a combination of control, denial, and humiliation and I think I am hard-wired as a fairly heavy emotional masochist. What draws me to chastity is the combination of control and emasculation, the idea of a woman taking away my ability to masturbate, and the potential for emotional and psychological cruelty. I find almost everything about chastity humiliating and I would love to find a partner who enjoys exploiting that. I am currently unattached and looking for a potential partner or even just a cruel, sadistic friendship that could evolve into emotional masochistic/sadistic play. This could also involve cuckold play or other forms of emotional pain and torment. I also very much enjoy writing erotic fiction focused on Female domination and I would enjoy developing stories or themes or even co-authoring with women who share the same passions.