Masturbation no longer fun

Same for me, I need my wife present to humiliate me as I do it, if she allows it. Its not fun by myself, Sometimes she will piss in my face and yell at me to shoot. Or verbally call me names as I ride her dildo. I need her, For orgasms, when permitted.

 

Before being locked up again I masturbated everyday for a week straight. It was such a terrible feeling. Physically, yes I was re-leaved, but mentally it was a hollow experience. Wank, wank, wank, spurt, spurt. Done.. blah..

After this I locked up and have been unlocked mostly for her pleasure only and locked back up with out an orgasm. However this past Sunday she wanted me to get off, she unlocked me started stroking me. I didn't care for it. She asked if a vibrator would help, she grabbed the small egg and placed it under the tip, no stroking. Soon I started leaking creamy white and the feeling was still blah. (maybe a ruined, I am not sure ) I much prefer being locked up, and either teased or brought to orgasm while locked.

 

I have to admit, handing over my clitty to my Wife/ mistress has stoped me totally from masturbating, I need her for anything to do with my body, she knows whats best for me. How much cock I receive, How often, And when to release when she sees fit. She keeps me her sissy girl, By controlling me with her cock, cage and mind. I live for her. Honestly!

 

The idea of masturbating repulse me now.

 

Oh that is an excellent point of view .
Xx Wendy

 

Thank you. It is the way i feel. But I must credit the source. That quote is from man of La Mancha

 

I have not masturbated this whole year although I have had opportunities. Our first go around with chastity was for masturbation control and it worked and now I enjoy being edged for hours so much, that I do not want to have an orgasm and ruin it.

 

Mistress is the only one who can masturbate me, If she sees fit.

 

I think the longer you go without, the longer you want to go without masturbating and not spoil the length of time achieved.

 

i not made any mess now for ages and ages and ages. only when im milked.

 

For me, masturbation is a history now!

 

My hands are too short Can't reach down there......

(Only time I was allowed to touch myself in recent time , was when I was ordered to pierce myself. Anne is taking good care of the piercing now. saltwater spraying, and cleaning... )

 

Is that cos your arms are too short or your manhood is soooooo long @BlueEyes

With the absolute kindest regards.

J.

 

I know you give me a perfect excuse to address the size of my - Ups - her equipment, but I won't spin a long tale about that... But for the record, it is being exercised more since she took the "no-device" approach. And that seems to stimulate growth ;-)

Short hands is a mental thing, - as you know;-)

 

Lol!!!! I shall just call you 'Mr Tripod' then!!!!!

With the absolute kindest regards.

J.

 

LOL!!!
I' ll be honored A tripod is a good starting point if you want a clear picture, right? ;-)

Have a great day

 

I was in such a great place energetically and mentally last week. My wife unlocked me Saturday morning and she played with me and it was great - though I would have preferred to go another week. I came 4 more times over the weekend mostly alone and I have to say, you're right, it kinda sucked. I started to go back to old fantasies - younger women, me being in charge etc and When I got locked back up I was in a bad place and have been for the past few days. We agreed that I need limits when I'm out. It seems that masturbation has been ruined. It's so bland and not worth it. I too would rather I my do it under her supervision

 

I used to enjoy masturbation a lot and did it every single day. But to some degree I still didn't enjoy it. You know I enjoyed it but afterwards I was ashamed especially when I did it in places I shouldn't have. It became habitual at certain times of the day, sometimes multiple times a day.

Now we have the contract that states I am not allowed. At first I didn't have a comfortable chastity and we were mostly on trust. Turns out I can only be trusted so far before I go ahead and have a weak moment and of course now feel even worse than ever before because I let my wife down.

Now we have a comfortable chastity and I've worn it for 5 days straight now. Although I'm not sure my wife quite understands why I need to be in chastity. Yesterday, I did some extra chores around the house and things, for her but also because she was sick. She let me out to shower and clean up, but then didn't think it was no big deal to leave me out to be nice because she was sick and couldn't really give me any attention or teasing. I only lasted a couple hours, but I didn't cheat, instead I just kept telling her I was horny and she locked me back up. I felt so relieved not to be tempted anymore.

So I guess right now I'm in the scared to masturbate feeling. I know I will feel awful after, but I still know it feels good first. She let me out again this morning because I had a rough night of a hard on and some fluid build up in the cage. It's already almost gone, but with her still being sick I'm probably going to either lock myself up, or ask to be locked up. I think I should probably ask so she understands how horny and how difficult it can be, and why I need her in charge of my little boy bits.

 

It's funny how masturbation works with you guys. After your release you're ready to roll over and go to sleep. dickie used to be the same way, so I took away that choice years ago. He now loves to perform well with oral, knowing that his release, at my hand, may follow. When I think of "catching" him doing it years ago, before our FLR, wearing rubber pants, the look on hi face was the same as when I now instruct that he masturbate in front of me rather than allowing PIV. He acts so ashamed!
Mistress Suzan

 

PIV????? what is that???

 

A woman should control all releases . That's so hot Mistress. As it should be.

 

Paul hasn't been permitted to masturbate for over eight years now. I am the only one who plays with his cock.

 

Penis in Vagina

 

I have not had that in over 30 years. PIV