Lady Jezerae's search for a miracle...

Wow...you...dont hang around do you?

 

Lady Jezerae I admire your resolve and commend your wilful chastity, it affirms your tenacious desire to save your relationship with your sub.

 

So a week ago I got locked up again; how should I celebrate this? Well a friend of mine invited my gf and I to a burlesque show! So I arrive at the local pub to find out this is not just a burlesque night but a burlesque and pole dancing night! First thing I should say; I have spent a lot of time around female athletes and I REALLY appreciate a woman with muscular legs, funnily enough exactly the kind a pole dancer would have. Having said that I was doing really well cage with with the pole dancers. At this point my gf leaned into me and said "I am really glad you're locked up right now". Then the burlesque act began; at this point I should note that my gf is bisexual and the dancer was pretty close to her ideal female form. So she starts dancing and walking around the audience and then she is standing between my gf and I, and she is dancing all for her; eying her up the whole time as she dances away and then strips off her skirts and kicks it away straight at me where I catch it. I don't think I've never experienced anything hotter than that moment. Later in the night the same girl came on again as a maid where she proceeded to polish my arm and then as a schoolgirl where she shook her stuff right in-front of my gf and I. Now while (fortunately) I didn't end up straining against my cage as much as I thought I would I can assure you there is nothing I want more right now than to get off!

 

Really sorry everyone; I posted the above in the wrong journal.

 

@Kontraband silly boy, do concentrate more.

@Lady Jezerae Have you considered who is the dominant in your relationship. I do find it most confusing.

 

Apologies to Mistress B too; I will concentrate more in future.
I can only say that I hope the two of you find your way forward. Your attitude after your meditation seems perfect; unfortunately some things can not be fixed and it is necessary to move forwards. It truly sounds as though blame should be shared equally and if he can come to terms with that then I expect you will be able to move forward together. If not then you have, from your own descriptions, punished yourself enough and should move forward alone.